The
first time I saw you
I didn't even notice you were there
But when you began to smile at me,
I realize I should care.
Though, my heart chants melodies
And dances with cheerful lights,
My wish made for fairies,
Are left undone and untouched.
I know my glimpse will last,
Then to forget is my task
Too hard to bear in my heart
But I know we'll be apart.
But for now I do still care
Even if you are not aware
Your cheerful smiles are still felt
It's my treasure and my wealth.
Even if the day comes
For you to go, for me to stay,
The memory of you will remain
I'll keep the smile and the pain.
Letting
Go
Why
does one have to say goodbye,
When love still resides in her heart?
When caring is still what she seeks to give
When all the feelings still exist?
Love spoken is not always returned
Nor given back for whatever it's worth
But one has to concede
...with
much pain
...with
much tears
If letting go shows that you love not just much
...but more.
Defeat is not what has been victorious
But triumph for accepting what is truth
For letting go of someone you could not have
But, still, within...the heart unceasingly loves.
To let go is not to forget
For forgetting dissolves the memories of time
To let go is not to believe the lies
For the lies deprive you of true love
To let go is to seek to realize one's love
The love which lives deeply in the heart
So deep that the roots have endured...
the
pain...
the
tears...
the
goodbyes...
That if when she hears again, "hello"
She would not regret her letting go.
I MISSED YOU
I
missed you today.
I missed your smile.
I missed your eyes.
I missed your face.
I missed your voice .
I missed your presence the whole day
I never knew how much I missed
seeing you even for a while
or hearing your voice
or just having you around
knowing that you're near me,
until today.
Not seeing you for a while kept me at my feet,
but later, I didn't have the energy to move.
It felt like something was missing
and that was you.
Actually, it's more like empty
coz you fill such a big space
in my heart and my whole being
that your absence made my sadness echo inside of me.
I don't know where you were
or what you did.
I just know that I missed you.
But then again,
I came to realize
that missing you for a day
is better than missing you for a lifetime.
For having met you
saved me from such a big loss,
not knowing how much I'm missing.
I bet it would be like
living in a vacuum
without even realizing.