Disclaimers: All characters belong to rightful owners.
Story concieved by Lee.
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Lucia halted dead in her tracks, gasping slightly at the sound of
Nathan's voice. Why had he followed her? He said he had places to
go. Perhaps she had made the impression she had wanted! Whatever the
reason, he was here now, and all thoughts of a clear, rational mind
disappeared with his reappearance.
She turned around, acting as composed and calm and casual as she
could possibly muster with her heart pounding in his chest. "Yes?"
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Nathan smiled and put his hand behind his head. "Well, you left in
such a rush I didn't have a chance to ask you where you went to
school," he asked. He finished up in his mind, 'You know, in case
you are who I think you are, I want to monitor how you're going.'
"Stupid question, I know," Nathan said bringing his hand
down. "Especially since you seemed like in a rush to get where ever
you were going." He paused to remember what she had bought. "It wasn't
because someone got injured or something right, cause if I'm keeping
you then you can just ignore my question."
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"Oh... I go to Psyche High School." Lucia smiled sheepishly. She
should have told him that earlier! Maybe she could get him to pay
her a visit once in awhile. "You can usually find me or someone who
knows where I am in the peer counseling offices...
"And it's not a stupid question. I'm really not in much of a rush. I
just..." Lucia had run out of ideas. She had no clue what she could
say except the truth. Here goes nothing. "I just felt like I was
embarrassing myself back there. What with the stutters and the
blushing! So much for making a good first impression right?"
'Because God knows, you're doing so much better now, Lucia.' She was
kicking herself mentally. No way he would ever be interested in her.
He was a sub, for crying out loud! Even if he ever were interested
in her, there legal ramifications of anything happening would stop
him dead in his tracks for sure. Ah well. It was a wasted effort on
her part. "But, I thought you had somewhere to be..."
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Luckily for Lucia, Nathan was too distracted to understand the
meaning of her ramblings. "Psyche High School," he mumbled to
himself. Another place for Nathan to fax his liscense. Another place
to gather souls. And if he was right, now he could see how far
his "rival" had gotten, and probably slow her down. But was this
young girl really the enemy?
"Oh well, ummm..." Nathan mumbled as he scratched his head. "Well,
technically your first impression was walking into me, but if want
to start over." He turned around, only to face her again. "Hi! I'm
Nathan Hawthorne, and I don't exactly remember where the tree-
lighting is going to take place. Do you?"
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Lucia giggled a little bit at Nathan's re-introduction. Amidst her
gigglings she managed to wave hello, before adding. "Hi, my name's
Lucia Abandonne, and what a lucky coincidence, I was just thinking
of heading over to the tree-lighting and leading anyone who was lost
and trying to find it! Small world eh?"
She grinned and gave the man a wink before motioning for him to
follow as she headed off in the direction of the winter
festivities. "It's a nice day out, isn't it?"
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"It's a beautiful day. I really love this holiday season. How about
you?" Nathan replied. For the most part, Nathaniel was still
completely oblivious of the young girl's attempts to flirt as he
tried to figure out what to say to rile up a reaction that would give any indication of her true colors. "So what year
are you in, Lucia?" he asked. 'And now she'll confess everything,
Nathan. Good job. Think harder.'
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"Yeah, I really love the winter, though being bundled up some
heavily puts a damper on my normally festive style!" Lucia grinned,
half-heartedly eyeing the scenery. Really, all she wanted was to
stare at Nathan all day long. "I'm a junior. My extra curricular's
include peer mediation and hosting a couple of classes a semester on
women's self-defense, and my favorite color is pink and/or yellow!"
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'And that yielded nothing to help me,' Nathan replied mentally. He was
beginning to think that he had made a mistake, and this girl was a
normal girl. Feeling a bit guilty for most likely mistaking a
troubled girl for the fallen angel, he returned his attention to the
street. Ahead of them were a flock of pigeons pecking at breadcrumbs
scattered around by an elderly woman on the corner. Without
thinking, Nathan grabbed Lucia by the hand and quickly pulled her
across the street. Realizing what he had just done, he turned back to
the young girl. "Sorry about that, I just have this -thing- about
large groups of birds," he explained. His eyes returned to the
winged rats scattered around the elderly woman's feet. "Winged
creatures in general. Something about them all huddled together,
looks like their planning something. Like they're going to attack
and kill humans one day, you know what I mean?" He looked back
over at Lucia.
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'What an odd statement... and yet so appropriate.' Lucia mused on the
thought, storing it away in her mind's file of Nathan. Fears were
without a doubt terrible for those who felt them. Lucia, on the
other hand, couldn't be happier at the moment. He had just grabbed
her hand, after all.
"Well, I guess I can see what you're saying... did you have a bad
experience with birds when you were younger? Or maybe watched a few
too many Hitchcock movies as a kid..." She blinked up at him,
inquisitively. "I don't mean to hash up bad memories. You don't have
to say anything if you don't like. It's just an odd fear... I was
just curious as to where it came from."
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Once again he was drawn to her eyes, searching for any sign that
would indicate the comment affecting her. If he was right, it had no doubt dredged up
painful memories of the slaughter, the betrayal, the anger, the
senseless loss of life. The masscre wasn't just an act against the
humans but against God himself; worse of all it was commited by
those who were closest to him.
"I had a very bad experience with winged creatures a very long time
ago," Nathan answered. As he looked away from her, he noticed that
he was still holding on her hand. Acting quickly, he let her go
saying "Whoops," as he did so.
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Lucia let out a small, disappointed sigh as his hand left hers once
more. If only that small bit of warmth could've lingered for a few
more seconds, she would've been a thousand times more satisfied. Ah
well, there was nothing that could be done about it.
"It's a shame to hear... your bad experience. The human mind doesn't
let go of things easily, does it. Even when it had no memories." She
gave him her best comforting smile before continuing. "Take me for
example. My adopted father found me a few years back, and I have
absolutely no recollection of anything before that day. However,
there are certain things that make my skin crawl and make my stomach
twist into itty bitty knots of uneasiness... things that I can't
explain. The brain it one of God's most mysterious creations... who
knows where it ends and where our wounded souls begin?"
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Good. He was hit. Darran used the momentary distraction from pain
to wrench himself away and dance just beyond the reach of the
stranger's next hit. Quick now. He was already recovering. Gun,
knife-- knife. Automatically he dropped to one knee, reached for the
concealed blade in his boot, and stopped short.
Cordy was crying. Darran's eyes went from narrowed and very nearly
feral to wide with surprise as he recognized the noise. He shot a
look just on the edge of fright at the two on the bench-- not worried
about their safety but how much they had seen, how close he had
come. *That... was close. Too fucking close.*
Darran pushed himself back up and took a step or two away from the
stranger, leaving his knife in its sheath. He eyed the man warily,
angrily-- but at least there was a conscience, again, behind his
eyes. Now that he was thinking clearly, it was easy to see the guy
resembled Para, and the comment from before finally registered.
*Sister, huh?* "_Nothing_, man. Nothing for you to go batshit over."
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"Nothing for me to go batshit over..." Dante repeated dully as he
straightened. Though some of the fight seemed to have gone out of the
pervert, he wasn't about to let his guard down. It was already proven
that the other was stronger, faster, and, if movement was an
indication, that he had at least one concealed weapon on his person.
Well, at least he wasn't alone in that fact. Dipping a hand into the
pocket of his coat, he eyed the older warily as he took a few quick
steps closer to his siblings. "Right. That's why I see you two
rolling around in the snow over there. I guess that was just totally
innocent, right? Fuck, man. How old are you, anyway?"
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"Dannie, _don't_..." Para managed to comment, this time with
somewhat more conviction. Though she had taken in all of the fight,
very little of it had actually registered. It was a sight to which
she'd become accustomed and she was only glad that neither had seemed
to take too much injury. Scooping Cordy into her arms, she quickly
got to her feet and, bouncing her younger brother lightly on her hip,
she turned a rather angry glance to her twin. "We weren't doing
anything. Just playing around. There really _isn't_ any reason to get
so mad nor for you to react like that! He's a _friend_ of mine. _A
friend_. I'd appreciate it if you were a bit nicer..."
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"Nicer..." Dante snorted as he narrowed his eyes to his sister's
new... friend. So, that's what they were calling it? Didn't matter.
_No one_ took advantage of his siblings and continued to
breathe. "Right. I suppose you want me to apologize to the sick old
_fuck_ who nearly did god only knows what to you..."
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"Humans are complicated creatures, but that's the beauty of the
human spirit," Nathan grinned. He felt a little bit guilty about
letting her bring up her past, although it seemed as if it had no
effect on her with the ease it took her to open up about it. Perhaps
that was what he felt when she bumped into him-- repressed memories?
It was hard to convince himself of that, though; he had run into a
lot of people, young and old, but nothing compared to the deep
lonliness and anger he felt. "The mind is a complicated and can
often times break undermine the best of reason, but that's why the
mind isn't what it means to be human. It's much more than that. And
now I'm rambling aren't I?" He sighed. "Ummm... Do we have to cross
the street to get to the tree-lighting?"
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"It's okay... you're cute when you ramble!" Lucia grinned at the
older man's ruminations on humankind. Of course, she hardly thought
there was more to humanity than what they perceived to be their high
civilizations and advanced technology, all spawned by the human
brain, but she would never tell him that.
"Yeah, but wait for the light to change. It may look empty now, but
people like to speed down this street like a bat out of Hell!"
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"Wasn't my intention, but thank you for the warning," Nathan said
light-heartedly as the light began to change. They quickly walked
across the street before the little man could change back. "You and
I have a few things in common," Nathan said as when they had
returned to their normal speed. "I'm not a native here either, at
least I don't believe to be. I was found, too, by my friend's
mother. I don't know if you saw her, but she had the weird hair...
Sort of like mine but in a lighter shade. Anyway, I wasn't adopted
by anyone, though. Grew up at this community center; it wasn't
really a orphanage, but there were orphans there. And I'm rambling
again. But like I was saying, I think I have an idea of what you've
gone through."
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"I'm one of the lucky ones I guess. It's terrible... a city full of
migrants, so where is the place for the out of place kids when this
world is so new, right? It's a shame how many children fall through
the cracks of New Eden's weak system." Lucia frowned slightly. She
had to keep the human hugging persona up.
"Still, I'm glad that regardless of everything you've turned out to
be a seemingly normal and good person... if only because that I got
the chance to meet you. Makes me feel blessed."
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Nathan smiled in appreciation as the realization of the young girl's
attraction started to come into his attention. It was something he
had become accustomed to dealing with. As much as he loved humans,
he could never form a relationship with one, at least a serious one.
He couldn't love one more than another, not in that way. He couldn't
stop the awkwardness that always came up when someone showed
interest in him, especially someone younger. Not that an older
individual would have made it much less awkward, but they took it
better most of the times. "I'm glad to have met you, too," he
replied as he turned his gaze back to the sidewalk ahead of
them. "From what I know about you, you seem like an amazing young
woman. Hell, you have great navigation skills, I think I see the
tree already."
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