The events stopped. The hooded one, Justice, turned towards me. I could feel
the wet of my own tears.
'And what happened next inside'

I straightened. '
I lost it ok! I felt the Rage of the berserker and used it
to kill those three.'


'See!' Loki stond up with glee. 'Even as a kid he was violent. Is this guy
worthy of anything? Why don't we save the outlaws and murderers!'

'Quiet Loki.'

was it days? weeks? years...images swirled about the room..the day I became
Guardian, me insulting some youth, me saving, me harming, every event in my
life..then the day of the election results.

I was standing in the halls of the fighter's guild. Jihad, new newly elected
guild leader was walking down the other halls with his followers.

'Tell us Flynn..how did you feel on this?'

'How did I feel? I tried to blow it off..hey, they selected thier path.'

'Flynn do not lie.'

I sighed looking at the events unfold.
'I was jealous, and hurt. Jihad and I
never saw eye to eye cause he felt I was given special treatment. Anyone he
saw as 'elite' he hated..now he comes and takes something I truely wanted. I
wanted to lead the guild to glory, to make it better. But I lost to him.'


'Why did you lose to him with all these great deeds of yours?'

'becasue..because I was TOO good. I guess I saw my self above others. I've
always been a leader in one way or other. I was a little hash when it came to
the laws of the land. I could second guess all eternity..but came down to one
thing....he charmed the people with words and actions. I just didn't.'


Loki leaned back and smirked '
So jealousy and hatred resided in your heart
enought that you lost your faith in Ica, in the land, in everything.'


'Yes.'

'
HA! And the Laws state that when a chosen loses his faith and renounces
himself, that his soul is fair game.'


'Yes.' Justice rose. 'That is the law..but that does not make it yours. A
vote shall be held..should this mortal return to the plane of life..or become
Loki's to keep...


I looked about to each Immortal..thumb
up..down..down..up..up..down..down..up..down..up..up..down..and then last
voter..Valtera..

'So comes down to the witch..I'm doomed' I thought.

up.

'WHAT!' Loki leaped up and almost attacked the Magic Goddess. 'Why! He is
Ica's chosen!'


'I have my own reasons for that one to return..it furthers my plans.'

'I'll get you for this sister'

'try'

'SILENCE! The vote was decided. The mortal Flynn Truewalker will return to
the mortal plane..without any skills or strength already earned. It will be
as if he first stepped into the town..but his knowledge will remain, for that
he will be able to redeam his errors. Flynn..remember..hatred will consume
you..Kali and Ica are right..you are of the pure soul..do not walk the
darkness...'


Well it was at that point that Loki spirited me away before the others could
stop him. I am not going to tell you the details of the torment I went
through..I don't think I could even describe them. Loki did finally let down
his guard enough for me to escape. It was a tough fight..but as you can see,
I made it to freedom. Loki, if you ever read this remember..I owe you
greatly. To those I have been crude, rude, course to, well, I hope to make up
for
past errors the best I can...

Signed.
Fiery Flynn of the Phoenix

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