Notebook: January '04

• why don't you do what your psychic guides tell you?

• album title: WTF?

• "seed of perfection"
  not perfect but striving for perfection.
  yet where does this notion of perfection come from?
  it couldn't have come from me, since "I" am imperfect.
  (ah, check your concept of "I" -- it contains the seed)
  we do not know perfection, otherwise we would be it,
  however, we are CREATING it!!!
  
• Renee Descartes wrote Meditations on the First Philosophy,
  a series of discussions, or "Meditations,"

• answering people's questions...all day long...
  responding to people's emails...all day long...
  
• how many in the box...
• that one guy in the room behind me...
  really bugs...
  what is it about him,,his voice
  that makes it so annoying?
  
• is he a faker?

• "Nope ... these songs weren't downloaded here. I changed my password. Hopefully that will prevent a repeat of the Christmas Eve porno punk party." --lqualls
• "Victory by Design"
  rec.. by Dave Blood

• Crankshaw [name of band]
• deep pull
• with an arrow to the head.
  now that you mention it.

• things are not as they appear.
• seduced my mind with poetry

• hellyahi!
• i do a lot of clicking,
  cutting & pasting
• quit dicking around,
  time's a'wasting.
• carpel tunnel
  my fingers get strained
  but i'm enhancing the connections.
• convey a vague nebulus of representativeness (real association / associates)
  like the names of the streets in san francisco.
• [Ajilon]: these names of corporations are sounding like
  the names for medication.
• ::ZERO HOUR:::[already a record company]
• is that your good ear?

• put that toy car to your ear and
  i bet you can hear the freeway [starfish]
• the knockers [name of band]
• "sometimes i wish i could unexist"
  gh #898748009
• what do you want to do?
• do it.
• Ron = he's an asshole?
  Steve = nice guy who's sold out (prob for family, he'd make a great dad by the same token)
• SAME TOKEN [name of band]

• "It's like I can't trust my own brain."
  grouphug confession #698999794

• The Authorities [name of band]
• "these yankee hotdogs don't treat me stomach very nice" - nat king cole
• :message to the people of iraq:

• i am a robot.
  even though i don't feel like a robot.
• terracolinization of other planets
• rupture in writing.

• we all talk about you when your back is turned
  so don't play with fire and you won't get burned
• you're making like you're all acting out again
• you're crazy if you think you're going to...
• they waste some of my time; i waste some of theirs.
• bagels are like pacman power pellets.

• The Sigmund Fraud [name of band]
• I cracked open my tv when i was 5 to see if i could find the people inside (grouphug)

• my function here is just a piece of code that hasn't been written yet.

• personality goes a long way.
• there's got to be some sort of market for that.
• well, there are like TV personalities, etc.
• no, i'm talking about a market for MY personality :)
• not as a manager necessarily...
• maybe in a position that requires "creative solutions", oh yeah.
• there ARE strings attached
• the MONIES

• sell people something that makes them think they are better off for having it.
• reading grouphug.com,,,the point is,,, there is SO much latent guilt in ppl, it is fascinating.