Just had to say I really loved you

Just had to say I really cared about you

Thought that God had sent me down his angel

To guide me through this life to who knows where we go

I see your reflection twinkle in my tear drops

Your sparkling eyes and your disarming smile

I always felt your lover and not your prisoner

Always felt that we would always care about each other

Shattered dreams evolve as trust is sadly broken

With twisted lies and minds who sapped your soul from you

All seemed to cheer as our love was aborted

Ripped out the heart of our love and natures goal

To leave behind a gaping hole

Into which they crawled in

Leaving me in void with you avoiding

Knowing you're surrounded by new friends

But knowing deep inside your silent screaming

And spend the days just softening the blows with blow

And anything you know to ease your pain

So excuse me then if I question my mere existence

Am I only here to be laughed and be abused by you

Searching for some reasons or some meaning

But knowing deep inside I'm not to choose

My destination, my destination.

But just had to let you know I really loved you

Just had to let you know, I really cared about you

Thought that God had sent me down his angel

Silly me to think that God could really care

Silly me, to think that God would really care

Silly me, oh silly me, to think that God could really care.

Written and copyright G.P. Walker / Jester Audio Music