| POETRY |
| The angle that saved me. I awoke in a dark chilling place I ponder through looking for a light in the mist of it iI thought of you thinking if you were alright. where I am? I didnt know then I saw it A light the tiniest light as I came towards it it grew and when I enetered. you were there I couldnt see your face just the back of your hear as I reach foward to get you an angle saved me and I Cried! but when i looked into the angle soft eyes I saw you. awaken and lost with wonder in my head what it mean? iI didnt know. so I ponder. |
| I.. I didnt noe you. But you knew me I never saw you But you saw me I didnt like you. But you liked me I didnt want you But you wanted me I fell for you and you fell for me I loved you but u never knew it In the end it wasnt meant to be. |
| When.... When i I needed a friend, you left me. When I believe in myself, you let me down. When I thought I could trust you, You betrayed me. So i asked myself, "why are you even my friend?" and i looked into your eyes and you know what i see, someone who needed me. 4 the grl in red. |
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| Title: In my tub [my death] In my tub you see a rubber duck we spender tonight with the scented light Strange condition the song i played listening to the sadness being said and said The silence i hear makes me so weary not thinking about stress just wanting some rest OH ! how beautiful the night was looking up at the stars can this be true that life can be so good seconds later my lovely lights have said goodnight My tub so cold rubber ducky no more All alone in this dark night Silence no more Just the screams of horrer Yelling, crying , all i hear this world is fading through my tears God dosent help this needed child We pray and pray and no word was said that God we believe didnt save me to live. When they found me that night I had no pulse All of my blood has gone in the bathtub my soul no more all gone to those i swore So it was said that this girl who was so sad no one knew she had it so bad cried into the night playing her last song for not so long when the music stop so did her heart that laid deep under the tub. Inspired on my saddest days; everyday. |
| ALL OF THESE POEMS WERE WRITTEN BY ME. |
| Forevermore She hated mornings Days when she had school Nightmares would come back to get her. 1st period was the worse to her suprise she cant believe she last. In this endless world of no romance. How has a human being fallen so low Than the angle Gabriel once told. He flacks her so and torment her though. Forevermore For years she hated his face Her mind wanted to earse All the past she knew like a big wind that blew Oh! how he could make her cry and days like this makes her wish she wants to die, But god wouldnt let her this poor old soul trapped in this endless world Forevermore She could not stop seeing this devil Oh... more.. and more He haunts like everyday and night Even when there was no light Does this devil know what he's done?! to hurt her in the morning sun, and yet not see the sin hes shun. oh, what sigh of man can this be? that lend me no ears or eyes to see Its the Devil I say! Its the devil, but sadly no, it was just him. This guy that i once knew whose heart was full of love that neither i could take this heart of his to break; But that heart that laid in him took a wrong turn at a hill and what came was not him but a guy i wanted to kill, so everyday and night After the sun has shine so bright, he comes by alright, looking, starring, with his big brown eyes, Forevermore. |
| I dont know yet If I could die I'd die tonight.. How can I live? When my best friend hates me Like the saddest song Would kill me So slowly and my blood rushing Cuz no one seems to care If i die or live.. Like a summer breeze So let it be, let it come Prehaps this war will kill Just me If that should be It'd Make me so happy.. To know that my life was taken Cuz i couldnt live another day Knowing that I am haten Each night I cry in tears But only the angles hear My desperate cry for help Has swallowed all my fears To know the ones love never loved Like sum innocent dove That has turned evil Changing into the devil So she says how I don't care But I do.. so much more. If only she knew If she only know That I would give my heart and soul to her And everything I own Cuz life dosen't seem worth it Without her And if I could go into the past I wouldn't change a thing Ah at last and if god took her away from me Then the bees wouldn't buzz And thr snow wouldn't fall And time will stop Or evern Tick-tock My life will fall like a broken house Pealed from its wall What use will it be If no one lives in it But just let me know It it was meant to be Then it'll be And for everyday u left me Is the day i'lll never forget Cuz days will be so slow and i will be so bored That death seems so good Like they say in the book I hate when we fight It starts a spark of light That burns Into the night and hurt the ones u love So hopefully we are friends That will live till the end But I doubt we will Cuz god has taken her from me and he will take u too cuz he told me out of the blew o my tears fall tonight and I hope there will be a day that I wont see light that you'll know I am up in the sky watching you till u die |
| IF i could cry If I could cry I would want you to know how I wanted to die. Not in the rivers or oceans or any sort of water form But more of the place that I was born the place i grew up. There lie my body oh so cold no one cared no one spared for my innocent death will not lie in peace I feel dead, I think I am so why am i here, revenge? so many want; so many need If i cried would anyone hear the tears and sadness of my fears. I don't want it i don't need it i just want to lye alone. in the dark place where i can daze wondering why if I'm dead. |
| title: I sit on the bed I cant read nor sleep Besides the fact I can't stop to think about eating I am utterly depressed Days, weeks, who knows All I do is sleeo and eat I am not as thin much bigger instead my smile has fadded into a sad frown I'm waiting for a call a voice letting me know its okay I did everything or so I think; I tried Yet no repond Not even a cry I'm letting go thats what I'm thinking in my mind But I can't yet I must No use of truing with no result a couple more days maybe It'll come I'm just lying to myself In the end I know its over No second chances or third.. we have grown to far to come back It's too bad Maybe it could of last To the friend i have lost & hurt. know that Having you as my friend was the greatest blessing. |
| Its still me We talk at night Constantly But silence is all I hear Sorry if I don�t talk Sorry if you�re always mad But I just don�t know What to say to make u see that it�s difficult for me To talk To trust To believe That you are different than them They come and they go But you stop me half way And you took me by the hand And show me the way You took it slow Cuz you wanted it to be right Now you seem to be mad Unhappy with me You don�t see that girl That you first fell in love with So sorry but its still me |
| sorry She�s scared of him She�s scared of what he thinks She�s scared of so much things She wants to tell him everything But she�s just scared Hopefully he sees it�s not him Hopefully he knows that it�s just her The girl who always thinks Who likes him to much To tell him she likes him. |
| Thanks giving The house is quiet The room is cold And I�m all alone Everyone is sleeping Or their out sum where But not me gracey She�s just eating her salad away The turkeys not done No food to be seen It�s the loneliest thank giving Right to begin The wind is pounding Blowing away My dog is barking At Cody all the way Doing my homework On a thanksgiving night Haven�t eaten anything I lost my appetite What I would give To get sum chips TONIGHT Well toddle Dee And toddle do Its just an ordinary night.. For this sick girl Who cant think right.. But just knows She still misses him. |
| title: Make me smile
By grace jung September 1, 2005 Make me smile is all I want from you Make me laugh and you know it�s true You�ve taken a moment in my life To make me feel happy All that is too remembered Is forgotten All that is lost Will never come back Living a life full of dreams Only something like love can do this Depression has left you sadden With a bitter heart And no appetite But being with them You forget of all things unsaid And laugh along as if it never happens Although it won�t last Just live in the moment Because sometimes you need To stop everything your doing And just do it Be crazy, be free Run like you were three Being an adult You�ll have forever Till you get old So stops thinking what people Will think Laugh and be silly Who knows? They will probably think I wish that was me Just be happy Please And stop regretting The choice you have made Can�t go back All is in the past So live it Perhaps it is the path For a futures unsaid So like I said before Make me smile And you�ll make one Person life change One moment remembered Of the day you made One little girl sad life forgotten. |