This was written at the close of November the day after I began dreaming again. For four months I had been without them. I had finally been spending time with friends and was for once finding a modicum of happiness. This was mostly due to one individual who was the first person to devote even a few minutes to my life every few days...but still it caused my mind to wake from its hybernation that it had withdrawn to and come back into the light of new thoughts and creative ideas.