Home of Greg Sanders Slash Fiction
Author: Elamae
Fandom: CSI
Pairing: Nick/Greg
Rating: FRAO overall
Category: Slash, angst, H/C
Status: Finished
Archive: Yes
Feedback: Please, always appreciated.
Email: elamae1@y...
Authors Web Site: www.geocities.com/elamae1 (beware - very much under
construction)
Series/Sequel: 14 parts in all. No sequel planned, but if I get
inspired you never know...
Disclaimers: I don't own or have anything to do with CSI. This story
is purely a work of my own imagination and done profit free.
Authors Notes: My first fic in this fandom so I apologise for any
discrepancies, please let me know about any mistakes in character or
canon history. There may also be mistakes in the timeline of the
story. It's taken me quite a while to finish it so I forget what
I've had happening when.
Spoilers: None that I can think of.
Summary: During one of their current cases, the CSI's find out
something about Greg's past. (sorry suck at summaries...)
Warnings: This story does deal with male rape. If that is going to
squick you out in any way please don't read. However there's nothing
really graphic, just some description.
Part 13
Five minutes later and both were stood under the water together.
Nick had pulled Greg under the shower spray, running gentle kisses
all over the skin he could reach, hands caressing his sides and
back. Greg arched into the touch, turning his head away when Nick
moved up to mouth and lick his neck.
"I can't seem to touch you enough," Nick murmured, his fingers
skimming over Greg's chest and stomach, thumb pausing to tease at a
nipple, relishing the resulting gasp.
"Likewise," Greg felt his head spinning with the feeling of Nick
worshipping his body. He wound his own arms around Nick's waist
drawing him in tight against him.
"I love the way you feel." Nick ran his hands over Greg's shoulders
and sides, nuzzling his face against his neck and mouthing the skin
all the way down to his chest. "The way you smell."
Greg leant his head back, tipping it under the spray.
Nick licked at Greg's skin, lips skimming over a nipple. "The way
you taste." Greg groaned. "Everything." Nick ran a hand down to
caress his lower back and buttocks. "You're addictive."
Greg moaned and melted even further into Nick's arms, sliding his
groin against Nick's. Feeling Nick's hands leave him and then
hearing a small pop, he opened his eyes to see Nick squeezing a small
blob of shower gel into his palm. With slow and tender movements
Nick massaged the gel into Greg's skin, starting with his shoulders
and arms. Gently turning him around he worked his way down his back,
using smooth sweeping strokes, fingers and thumbs to massage the
muscles.
Greg groaned, his head falling forward, arms going out to support
himself against the wall. Moving down, Nick stroked across Greg's
butt and down the back of his legs. He kissed and nuzzled the back
of his neck as he reached round to wash his chest and stomach.
Moving his hand down he ran it along Greg's semi-hard length a couple
of times before kneeling down to pay attention to his legs and feet.
Once he was sure everywhere had been covered he stood back up, mouth
once again going to the back of his neck and shoulders. He wanted
Greg as relaxed and comfortable as possible and to Nick this was one
of the best places to achieve that.
Nick was feeling nervous about taking this step and he knew that at
any moment Greg could change his mind. He'd told Greg that enough
times. He wanted Greg to be able to trust him completely. It was a
scary position to be in but it also made him burst with pride and
love when he thought about how much trust Greg had already shown
him. They'd gone out a couple weeks ago, on a 'special' shopping
trip after having a conversation about taking the last step in their
physical relationship. They'd agreed that if and when the time
arose, it would be better to be prepared. An embarrassing afternoon
later they had stocked up on lube and condoms, which had been nestled
in Nick's bathroom cupboard ever since. He knew Greg didn't see it
as any pressure, but more as a sensible and logical step.
Only when Greg had spoken to him tonight did they mention it again.
He'd felt that there was something a little more in Greg's behaviour
towards him tonight, something a little more frantic in his touch,
something little bit more intense in his look, but only when Greg had
whispered his desire in his ear did he realise what was on Greg's
mind. He hadn't been surprised since they both knew they had been
thinking about it more and more lately but he hadn't expected it to
quite so soon. Now that he had asked, Nick wanted to make the
experience the best ever. Loving, relaxed, tender, passionate,
everything to erase what he had gone through when he was teenager.
Nothing about what they were about to do would be anything like what
he had experienced on that night. Nothing.
Massaging Greg's shoulder and back he carefully moved his hand back
down to Greg's buttocks, laving his mouth across the wet skin,
following the trail his fingers made until he reached the swell of
Greg's butt. Bracing his hands gently on either side of Greg's hips
he kissed and nibbled all around, using his thumbs to caress the
sides of his buttocks. Greg had made any more sound but when Nick
glanced up he could see him still leaning against the wall, his
forehead leant against the tiles, his breathing low and even, his
whole body relaxed. He slide his hand down between Greg's legs,
caressing his balls gently and moving forward to stroke his cock.
When he pulled it back to ghost up between Greg's buttocks he felt
the other man flinch slightly, but leaning down he pressed light
kisses to his lower back the tension leave Greg's body.
He moved his hand downwards again further between Greg's buttocks
until he reached the tiny entrance there. At the first touch of his
lips against it he felt Greg jerk again. Reaching up one hand he
smoothed it against Greg's stomach.
"It's okay." Greg breathed. "It's just...wow..."
"Sensitive, huh?"
"Oh yeah." And Nick could hear the humour in his voice then.
"Keep going?"
"Ohh yeah. I shall hunt you down if you stop."
Nick chuckled and bent back to the task. Kissing, licking and
loving, finding he loved this. He had never been much into this when
he'd been with the few other men he'd see. He knew how nice it was
to receive, but he'd never been much into giving. He's own ??
preventing him from enjoying it all that much. But with Greg, with
Greg it was different, because it *was* Greg. He couldn't get
enough. It was like everything about Greg. One touch was never
enough, one kiss was never enough, he had to have everything. It
would be scary if he thought about it for too long but he couldn't
bring himself to worry, because he suspected that Greg felt exactly
the same.
At the first slide of his tongue inside, he felt Greg's legs give
slightly and he tightened his grip on Greg's hips to steady him. "Oh
God," he heard Greg gasp under his breath. Smiling mentally, Nick
continued, spending every ounce of his attention on Greg, listening
and loving the steady stream of utterances from Greg's mouth at his
touch.
When he felt Greg had relaxed enough, he pulled back to slip a hand
up, running one finger gently over the entrance, slipping a finger
tip in and out briefly but gently. He heard Greg's groan, feeling
the way he pushed his body back against Nick's touch. Standing, he
reached over and switched the shower off, the absence of the water
and the noise of the shower strange. Greg twisted in his arms,
reaching to pull Nick into a deep passionate kiss. Both groaned into
the embrace. Breaking the kiss, Nick took Greg's hand and lead him
to the bedroom, stopping only to open the bathroom cupboard and
retrieve the necessities.
Once in the bedroom, he watched as Greg moved over to the bed, laying
down and looking back at Nick. He felt his own cock twitch as he took
in the sight of Greg naked. He'd seen Greg naked before of course,
in the time that they had been together, but it never failed to take
his breath away. Lean and strong, all smooth skin and supple
muscles.
Greg was noticing the same thing about him and as Nick walked towards
him, couldn't help but bite his bottom lip as he took in the sight.
His eyes drifted down to Nick's erection, jutting out and he felt a
small frizzle of nerves shoot threw him. Nick, watching Greg's face,
caught it.
"Hey, you alright?" he asked softly, stretching out along side of
Greg.
Greg grinned shyly. "Yeah. I...it's just you're...big." He
blushed, darting embarrassed eyes up to Nick.
Nick smiled and reaching one had down, cradled it beneath Greg's own
hardened member. "Not the only one buddy."
Greg closed his eyes at Nick's touch. "Flattery will get you
everywhere," he whispered. "It's just some parts of me are a
little...overwhelmed...shall we say."
"It'll be okay." Nick reassured Greg. "But if you want to wait,
it's okay."
"God, no," Greg replied quickly, opening lust filled eyes. "I really
want this. I just never realised how...well, you know, when up close
and personal."
Nick smiled and caught Greg's mouth in a deep kiss. "You've seen me
before."
"Not when I was considering this."
Nick nodded in understanding. Stroking his hands up and down he
proceeded to get Greg back to the relaxed and comfortable state he'd
been in the shower. It didn't take long and when he pushed Greg over
to rest on his side, there was no resistance. Popping the cap on the
lube he squeezed out a small amount onto his fingers and putting it
back where he could reach it again, snuggled up in front of Greg
laying soft gentle kissed all around his mouth and jaw. Carefully he
ran his hand down between Greg's legs until he found the tiny
entrance again and with smooth strokes ran his fingers all around the
area, spreading the lube generously, before pressing slowly against
the ring of muscle.
This time there was no flinch or jerk. Greg knew what was coming and
he was relaxed enough to accept it. Nick could hear his breathing up
itself in pace slightly, but other than that Greg was fine. He
snaked his other hand down to stroke Greg's cock lazily. Pressing in
he stroked the finger in and out slowly. Angling the tip he pressed
upwards and smiled when he heard Greg gasp, eyes shooting open.
"Whoa!" He turned wide eyes to Nick, mouth opened in a 'o' shape.
"Good?"
All Greg could do was nod as Nick pressed again, enjoying the look on
Greg's face, the way his breathing hitched more to cope with the new
sensations flooding through him from that little gland. Feeling Greg
was ready he pressed a second finger forward with the first, watching
the tiny line that appeared on Greg's forehead as he felt the extra
pressure. Nuzzling his face against Greg's, he whispered
softly. "Okay?"
Greg nodded. "Feels good; weird, but good. Especially when you
do..." He trailed off as Nick did exactly that, pressing his fingers
against that magic area.
After a while Nick felt Greg loosen even more and carefully and
slowly tried with three fingers. He felt Greg's body stiffen
slightly, but before he could whisper anything soothing, he felt Greg
consciously try to relax himself. Breathing through his mouth, he
turned his head to gaze at Nick.
"Full, but good." he smiled shakily, desire clearly visible in his
eyes. "I never thought it would feel so..." He paused, closing his
eyes, concentrating on the feelings Nick's hand were
creating. "Intimate." He rolled his eyes. "Which sounds stupid even
to me, but..." He gasped as Nick brushed his prostrate again. "ohhh,
can I stop talking now?"
Nick nodded, brushing his mouth against Greg's. "It does feel
intimate; you feel warm and tight and silky and..." He caught Greg's
bottom lip between his teeth gently. "Beautiful."
Both men were too far gone to even blush at the use of the word and
when Nick leant down to softly whisper, "Are you ready for me?" Greg
could do nothing else but nod, hands clutching at Nick's sides.
Nick, without removing his fingers from inside Greg, used his other
hand to reach for the condom he had placed next to the tube of lube.
He was about to pull back to use both hands to actually open it, when
Greg took it from him, shooting him a look of complete desire. With
concentration, Greg tore the packet open and bending down, carefully
rolled it down Nick's hard length. Nick had to pull his fingers away
then, hearing Greg's soft moan of disappointment. Leaning down he
kissed his shoulder gently. When Greg made to move over onto his
stomach, Nick stopped him.
"No. I want to see you. Want you to see me. It may be a bit harder
this way, but..." He trailed off but he could see from the look on
Greg's face that he understood. There would be no mistaking who was
involved here. Greg lay back again as Nick scooted up close. "Stay
on your side," Nick directed softly. He shifted until Greg's lower
leg was beneath his and his top leg resting against Nick's thigh.
With a bit more lube on his fingers, Nick leaned down and stroked
inside Greg a few more times before withdrawing again. Using a hand
to lift Greg's leg higher until it was rested against his side, Nick
used more lube to coat his cock thoroughly. Probably too much, as he
realised how empty the tube was now, but he wasn't bothered, there
would be no unnecessary pain.
Lifting his other hand up to stroke Greg's mouth before moving it
down to hold Greg's hand, he positioned his cock against Greg's
entrance and slowly pressed forward. He felt Greg's fingers tighten
around his at the first intrusion, the tension flooding his body. He
paused, just the head of his cock inside, to give Greg a chance to
adjust. He gazed at Greg's face, inches from his own, eyes squeezed
close as he concentrated on what was going on inside his body. When
he saw the almost impercievable nod he moved again, slowly pressing
further inside.
Greg was tight, unbelievable so, even with the careful stretching.
Nick moved slowly, not wanting to cause Greg any pain, although he
knew being this tight and it being the first time, there would be
some, it was inevitable.
He heard Greg breath out through his nose. Raising his hand he
stroked Greg's side, as he started to thrust in and out slowly.
"Oh God," Greg breathed. "Oh God, Nick."
Nick kept moving slowly, hips and thighs flexing as he kept the
rhythm smooth and slow. Greg's fingers gripped the sheets in one
hand, his other curling around Nick's fingers. After a few
moments,
Nick felt his balls press up against Greg and he realised he was
fully inside. He paused, waiting for Greg open his eyes and look
back. Greg's eyes were dark, filled with lust, desire and two
emotions that almost made Nick cry; love and trust.
"Feel that?" he asked in a whisper.
Greg nodded.
"All the way," Nick breathed against his mouth. Reaching
down he
took Greg's hand and placed it at his anus, letting him feel
where
they were joined.
"Oh..." Greg whispered again, eyes widening in awe. He
moved a
fraction and pressed his mouth against Nick's. Pulling back a
few
millimetres he gazed into Nick's eyes. "God I love you,"
he
whispered.
Nick caught his mouth again, deepening the kiss before dragging mouth
down the side of Greg's jaw. "Love you," he replied.
"So much."
Bringing their hands back up he shifted slightly and began to thrust
again, upping the pace when he felt Greg actively push back against
him. He could hear Greg start to mumble and he nuzzled Greg's
face.
"More." He heard the breathy plea. "Please, Nick.
More. God, I
can feel you."
Nick gripped Greg's hips and began to thrust harder and faster,
listening to Greg's moans grow louder, listening as he grew more
vocal. God, he felt so good. Part of him couldn't believe he
was
actually doing this. Couldn't believe that he was actually with
Greg. That Greg was able to shown him such trust.
Greg was breathing harsh now, his hips thrusting back against Nick,
hand twisting in the covers, the other locked around Nick's. He
was
mumbling Nick's name over and over again, eyes moving between
being
squeezed close and gazing into Nick's, as if reassuring himself
that
it was Nick here with him. And Nick was glad of that. He wanted
nobody else but the two of them, wanted Greg thinking of nobody else
but him. He raised his other hand up to stroke Greg's face,
feeling
the sweat beading on his forehead and temples from their efforts. He
could feel the pressure building up and from the way Greg was shaking
he knew Greg was getting close. He was angling his thrust to make
sure he hit Greg's magic spot with almost every stroke and from
Greg's reaction he was pretty sure he was getting it. Greg would
come first he promised himself and reaching over he took the hand
that was twisted into the covers and held it tight whilst letting go
of the other one, so he could reach down and grasp Greg's hard
cock.
"Oh, God," He heard Greg gasp. "Oh, Nick." All it
took was a couple
of strokes of his hand and with a full body tremble and a low moan,
Greg came. Nick rode the tide out, feeling Greg's inner muscles
clamp around his cock and squeezing his eyes closed, he felt his own
climax wash through him. Holding Greg tight he held onto Greg's
cock
for as long as he felt Greg could take it and then brought his hand
up to stroke Greg's sweat soaked side. He felt Greg tremble,
small
shivers running through his frame. Looking up he saw Greg's eyes
were closed, but his hand was still gripping Nick's.
Nick leaned forward to brush his mouth against Greg's, feeling
the
other man immediately respond, his answering kiss gentle and
unhurried. Greg's own hand came up to rest against Nick's
side and
opening his eyes Nick was momentarily horrified to see tears brimming
in them. Until Greg whispered, "That was perfect."
Nick smiled, his thumb coming up to stroke the side of Greg's
bottom
lip gently. "You were perfect."
Greg grinned, then let out a sigh. "I could really get used to
that."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah." Greg closed his eyes, his one hand moving down to
where they
were still joined. "A lot."
Nick hummed low in his throat, snuggling closer towards Greg.
"Me
too."
"Could we, you know...swap around?"
Nick looked up to see a flush starting on the tips of Greg's ears.
He began to nod. "Oh definitely."
It was Greg's turn to hum then, pushing himself further into
Nick's
embrace. Both closed their eyes. "We should probably clean
up," he
mumbled.
"Probably." Nick replied.
Neither made any move.
"Well we should probably rest first." Greg said after a few
moments. "All that energy we used."
Nick nodded, mumbling. "That sounds right. Rest sounds
right."
Within a few minutes both were sound asleep, still wrapped tightly
around each other.
tbc. in part 14