That old dream


Falling so deep-
Waves crashing around me--
The cold ocean encompasses me.
My breath rushes out...

To find I've awakened.
Shaking with fear,
Sweat drenching sheets
My eyes refuses to close.

There is a vision,
Of baby blues.
And a smile that enchants...
My heart I can not reason with.

Never more they say-
So long ago-
Yet the pain still so new.
My soul I can not mend.


Should have


Seeing you has not changed
That old fear.
Speachlessness has stolen my tongue,
The inadeptatude I experience
The moment you walk into the room.

Before I knew what truley happened-
I was letting my heart guide me
While fear chased me.
I never expected that brick wall of reality--
I swore never again.

I should have known better,
Chasing after with my heart on my sleeve
With no clear path---
Falling was bound to happen.
I didn't see the backlash coming....

I should have known,
Never trust,
Never let my heart guide me-
Walk away, run if need be!
Oh god, never again.......
Fools and dreams

Shall I always pay for this?
For I looked the other way.
Now I know
It was love I did miss.

I was caught up in the dream,
Far away and long ago.
Times I could bring back,
Now that nothing is what it should seem.

Holding onto what had come,
I lost what could have been,
With a blink and a goodbye,
Ending before it begun.

Fool that I was-
I dreamed for the elusive,
Then watched it go,
To which I can only say goodbye.

Mommy Love Me

Little girl ,

Don't cry ,
Mommy loves you.
Even if you she burned you.

Don't weep ,
Mommy cares,
She doesn't mean to hit.

It will pass ,
Mommy needs you,
Didn't mean to quit.

Don't cry ,
It happens everywhere,
Doesn't it?
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