A certain devotee who was on the way to illumination saw a
piece
of paper with lines
written on it "Why” said the devotee “Has you blackened your
bright face?”
“It is not fair to take me to task” replied the Paper “I have
done nothing! ask the Ink
why she has sallied from the inkstand, where she was quite at
ease
and forcibly
blackened me”
“You are right,” said the devotee, which then turned to the ink and
enquired of her.
“Why do you ask me?” she said
“I was sitting still in the inkstand and had no mind to
come out, but this truculent Pen rushed at me, drew me
out and
scattered
me the page.
There you see me lying helpless, go to the pen and ask
him”
The devotee turned to
the pen and interrogated him about his high handedness
“Why do you trouble me” answered the pen
“look what am I ? an insignificant reed.
I was growing by the banks off silvery streams
amidst shady green trees, when Lo
a hand stretched at me it held knife which uprooted me, flayed
me and separated my
joint, hewed me, cleaved my head then
chopped it off.
I was sent headlong towards
the ink and have to serve abjectly.
Do not add insult to my injuries, go to the Hand
and ask
him.”
The devoted looked at the hand and said “Is it true? Are
you so cruel?”
“Do not be angry sir,”replied the hand
“I am a bundle of flesh, bones and blood. Have
you ever seen a piece
of flesh exerting power?
Can a body move of it self? I am a vehicle
used by one called
Vitality, he rides on me
and forces me round and round. You see a dead man has hands but
can not use them
because vitality has left them.Why should I a mere vehicle be
blamed? go to vitality and
ask him why he makes use of me“
“You are right” said devote and then questioned vitality
“Do not find fault with me” answered vitality
“Many time a censurer him self is reproved
while the censured itself found faultless. How do you know that
I have forced the hand?
I
was already there before he moved and had
no idea of the motion I was unconscious and the onlookers were
also unaware of
me, suddenly an agent came and stirred me. I had neither
strength
enough to disobey
nor willingness to obey him. That for which you would take me to
task I had to do
according to his wish. I do not know who this agent is he is
called Will
and
I know
him by name only. Had the matter been left to me I think I
should have done nothing.
"All right" continued the devotee
"I shall put the question to will and ask him why he
has forcibly
employed vitality which of its own accord would have done nothing"
"Do not be in too great a hurry” exclaimed will
"Perchance I may give you sufficient
reason, His majesty the Mind sent an ambassador named Knowledge,
who delivered
his
message to me through REASON saying:
“ Rise up stir vitality". I was forced to do so because I have to
obey knowledge and
reason
but I know not why. As long as I receive no order I am happy but the
moment
an
order is
delivered I dare not disobey. Whatever my monarch be a just ruler for
a tyrant I must obey him.
On my oath, as long as the King hesitates or ponders over
the matter
I stand quite
ready to serve, but the moment his order is passed
my sense of obedience
which
is innate
forces me to stir up vitality. So you should not blame me. Go to
knowledge
and get
information
there”
“You are right" consented devotee and proceeding asked mind and its
ambassadors:
knowledge and reason for an explanation.
Reason excused himself by saying he was a lamp only but knew not who
had lighted it.
Mind pleaded his innocence by calling himself a mere tabula rasa.
Knowledge maintained that it was simply an inscription on the tabula
rasa, inscribed
after
the lamp of reason had been lighted. Thus he could not be considered
the author
of the inscription
which may have been the work of some Invisible Pen.
The devotee was puzzled by the reply but collecting himself he spoke
thus to knowledge:
"I am wondering in the path of my inquiry, to whomsoever I go and ask
the reason I am
referred to another, nevertheless there is pleasure in my quest
for I find that everyone
gives me a plausible reason but pardon me, sir, if I say that
your
reply knowledge fails
to satisfy me.
You say that you are a mere inscription recorded by the pen, I
have
seen pen ink and
tablet, they are
of reed, a black mixture and of wood and iron respectively.
And I have
seen lamps lighted with fire. but here I do not see any
of these things and yet
you talked
of the tablet, the lamp, the pen and the inscription. Surely
you are not trifling with me.
"Certainly not" returned knowledge,
"I spoke in right earnest. but I see your difficulty
your means are
scanty your horse is jaded and your journey is long and dangerous.
Give up
this enterprise,
as I fear you cannot succeed. If however you are prepared
to run the risks then listen: Your
journey extends through 3 regions.
The first is the terrestrial world, its objects--pen, ink,
paper hand etc are just what
you have seen them to be.
The second is the celestial world--which will begin
when you have left me behind.
There you will come across dense forests,
deep wide Rivers
and high, impassible
mountains, and I know not how you would be able to
proceed.
between these two worlds there is a
third intermediary
region called
The phenomenal world.
You have crossed three stages of it---vitality,will and
knowledge. To use a simile:
A man who is walking is treading the terrestrial world:
If he is sailing in a boat he enters the phenomenal world:
If he leaves the boat and swims and walks on the waters, he is
admitted in the
celestial world.
If you do not know how to swim, go back!, for the watery region
of the celestial world
begins now when you can see that pen inscribing on the tablet
of the
heart. If you
are not of whom it was said:
“O you of little faith wherefore did you doubt? Prepare
yourself—for by faith you shall
not simply walk
on the sea but fly in the air”
The wandering devotee stood speechless for a while then
turning
to knowledge saying:
"I am In a difficulty, the dangers of the path which you have
described unnerve my heart,
and I know not whether I had sufficient strength to face
them
and to succeed in the end"
"There is a test for your strength” replied knowledge,
"Open your eyes and fix your gaze on me, if you see the pen
that writes on the heart,
you will
in my opinion be able to proceed.
Further on, for he who crosses the
phenomenal world, knocks at
the door of the celestial world, then sights the pen
which writes the
Hearts."
"A thousand blessing on thee, O knowledge, who has saved me from
falling
into abysm
of
anthropomorphism (Tashbeeh). I thank thee from the bottom of my heart,
I tarried
long, but
now, adieu !”.
The Devotee than resumed his journey. Halting in the presence of the
invisible pen, politely
he asked the same question:
“you know my reply” answered the mysterious pen.
“you cannot have forgotten the reply
given to you by the pen in the
terrestrial world.”
“ yes, I remember”replied the devotee"
“ but how can it be the same reply, because there is no smilitude
between you and that
pen? Then it seems you have forgotten the tradition:
Verily God
created
Adam in his own image"
“No, Sir” interrupted the devotee “I know it by the heart"
“And you have forgotten the passage in the Quran:
and the
heaven rolled up in his right hand"
“Certainly not” exclaimed the devotee “ I can repeat the whole of the
Qur’an by the rote”
“ yes I know, and as you are now treading the sacred precincts
of the celestial world,
I think I can now safely tell that you have simply learnt
the meaning
of these passages
from negative point of view, but they have a
positive value and should be
utilised as
constructive at this stage. Proceed further and you
will understand when I mean."
Filled with surprise the devotee bent his head in silent
submission.
The hand of the divine mercy stretched towards the helpless devotee,
into his ear were
whispered in zephyr tones:
“As for those who strive in us, we surely guide them to our paths,”.(29:69)
Opening his eyes, the devotee raised his head and poured forth his
heart in silent prayer:
“Holy art Thou, O God Almighty: blessed is thy name, O lord of the
Universe!
Henceforth I shall fear no mortal:
I put my entire trust in Thee: Thy forgiveness is my solace:
Thy mercy is my refuge”.
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Taken from
"Some Moral and religious teachings of Al-Ghazzali"
in the chapter
called
"The Allegory of the Pen"