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Looking through my memoirs,
Brings up the feelings of old.
It makes me remember
The love you once sold.
I guess I'll keep 'em,
Though I'd like to watch them burn.
But the hurt is gone
Funny how the tables turn.

CHORUS
How was your day?
I want to know how you're doing.
Are you okay?
Listen for a minute. I've got a few last things to say.

I used to shutter
At the thought of losing you.
I guess it wasn't so bad
Now that we're through.
You think I'd try to hurt you.
You couldn't be more wrong.
You forgot who I was.
Has it really been that long?

CHORUS

I haven't been happier since,
But I've been just as good.
I wouldn't do it again,
Even if I could.
We've changed since then.
We're better off apart.
You'll be in my memories,
But not in my heart.
Did you think you were?!
Do you think you deserved it?
Although you did make me happy,
That's all you tried to do or so you said.
And you said alot of things
That I've let go of.
But I do have to thank you
For giving me something to love.

CHORUS

You never have to talk to me again,
Not that you wanted to.
I could, but I maybe wrong
But I don't think I'll forget you.
But nevertheless thank you
And I hope you're okay.
Hope you persevere
Through what ever comes your way.
I hope you have a happy life.
That's all I have to say.

Dancing in the monnlight,
And you held me so near.
I looked into your eyes,
You love was so clear.
I wanted to be trapped
Forever like this.
And it was no surprise,
That you leaned in for a kiss...

CHORUS
That's when I wake up.
That's when I open my eyes.
My reality sucks.
But my heart defies.
Dreaming never hurt anyone.
As long as my eyes closed, my imagination' sprung.

The feel of your touch,
The sweet taste of your lips,
Teasing me with every word,
And they're at my finger tips.
The way your eyes caress,
The way you smile at me,
Tells me that you,
Love me indefinitely...

CHORUS

THAT'S WHEN I WAKE UP CONT.
So Sand Mand,
Come and visit me.
Put me in a sleep
With a gaurantee.
Put me in a dream
And put him next to me.
Sand between our toes,
Next to a peaceful sea.
Not a cloud in the sky,
Trapped in the loveliness.
And the wind through my hair,
Captured and caressed,
I've caputred his love, it may seem
I can it in his eyes of blue.
Give my a dream,
And make it come true!

CHROUS

In my dreams,
I live out fantasies,
Impossible love,
Romantic memories.
So, indulge me
With something sweet.
When I close my eyes,
I'll have a new dream to meet.

I'm a playful flirt,
I'm a terrific tease.
I don't mean to do it,
But I do it with ease.
I have no secrets.
There's never just one guy.
You're not the only one,
Who has caught my eye.
I never promised you a girlfriend
Bcuz I can't be one.
I'm fed up with this shit.
It's over! I'm done!

CHORUS
Don't do this to me!
You knew about this before.
We weren't exclusve.
I can't take it anymore.
I wish you could unerstand
Why I can't stay.
I've got expectations to meet
And my heart's a stray.

My heart has a new home,
Every other day.
I may not be there the next,
Bcuz my heart's a stray.
I'm a new breed,
One with dignity.
I've got no time to waste,
I'm just being me.
What you can't see
Is that I'm out to have fun.
And that's what I'm going to do,
And I've only just begun!

CHORUS

I guess you never knew before,
About my player status.
You thought the was more,
Going on between us.
I can't help it.
This just feels wrong,
And I've let it happen,
For way too long..
I'm sorry once again,
My games aren't over with.
I'm just looking for the one,
And I haven't found him yet.

CHORUS

I'm sorry this hurts you
But you knew.
What do you want me to do.
It's not you.

CHORUS