Long Awaited Apology

And once again
The finally was not
Once again it
Was not the finally

Another apology
Or was it the first?
Did I ever
Get one from you?

I should tell you
Not to come near me
That you�re poison
But you�re still in me
And that is why
That can never be

So finally it came
And was it the first?
Was there ever
Apology before?

I can tell you
You do things to me
Like you�re a drug
And you�re still in me
And that is why
I can�t shake you, see?

But should I tell
You even that much?
What would you do
Thinking I missed your touch?

I should tell you
I claimed to take my
Life back from you
But if you will talk
You�d have me still
And could throw the stack

Long awaited
Apology from you
Did I ever
Get over you?

I shouldn�t tell you
But I don�t think so
Still somehow you
Probably know this
And my hiding
Is prob�ly useless