The Only Two

The first one I ever loved
Is gone so far away
The only other I loved
Has lost her feelings for me
I struggle to get her back
Trying to keep a friendship

The first one I ever loved
Has a deep hate for me
And appears to be engaged
To some guy she doesn�t know
I can�t tell her to think more
�Cause she won�t talk to me

The only other I ever loved
Has a deep fear of me
And has no desire to talk
Or be friends anymore
I can�t have her turn away
One love lost is enough

To let go is to fear less
And to love more
But how can I let go?
I may not find
Someone so good in my life

And so this fear eats at me
What if I can�t find one?
And this dull pain sits in me
The past makes it stronger
The first one I ever loved
Is about to marry

And so this fear eats at me
What if I can�t find one?
And this dull pain sits in me
The past makes it stronger
The only other I loved
Shows apathy toward me

To let go is to fear less
And to love more
But how can I let go
Of the greatest
People I�ll meet in my life?

(quietly, spoken)

Remember when she stuck my wallet down her shirt and made me get it?

I remember when we were making out and that CD scared us.

�Is your hand cold?� Then get it off my daughter!�

The first time I kissed her was after dating her for almost 3 months, and I don�t even know if she responded.

I remember all the times sneaking around to go take off clothes and have some fun.

(normal volume, still spoken)

But now it�s gone.

(singing again)

To let go is to fear less
And to love more
But how can I let go
Of the greatest
People I�ll meet in my life?