********************MORE SHANE**************
Session Start: Wed Sep 17 23:53:24 1997
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<omega> hi shane i am over in the wizards way
<Shane> okay thank you
<GrayMind> Hi Shane
*Shane* they can only read your mind yet not your heart, they
  can only torment and not kill
* GrayMind smiles.
<omega> back here shane
<omega> did you want to escape fred
<Shane> not really
<Shane> just annoyed a bit
<Shane> you know in all cultures it says heaven will return to
   earth
<Shane> and I saw that part
<Shane> I also saw what is locked away here
<Shane> I know It and It also knows me not
<Shane> I only met it once with my true self
<GrayMind> I'm glad that heaven will be returning to earth -
  actually - I believe Heaven is already hear, and that we just
  have to realize it.
<Shane> I was scared cause I had felt no pain before then
<Shane> but then a pinprick worht of pain would have felt bad to
   me
<Shane> cause I had felt no pain
<Shane> now I know what pain is and feels like
<Shane> like I said
<Shane> now that i do know pain
<Shane> when I have my lightbody
<Shane> and a pinprick happens
<Shane> I will just laugh
<Shane> and say hmm can you do better?
<Shane> but anyways
<GrayMind> hehe
<Shane> yes I realize what I typed
<Shane> Graymind do you start to undestand why i am here?
<Shane> some are here for other reasons
<omega> strange
<Shane> I help love and be loved
<Shane> help protect barrier
<Shane> help time last a bit longer
<GrayMind> That is a very noble purpose, Shane.
<Shane> till heaven returns
<Shane> why is that noble? I just don't wanna see people get
   hurt on a massive scale
<Shane> I guess that might be my own doom maybe even to my very
   spirit
<Shane> but as I recall the being couldn't snuff our light out
<Shane> only make it smaller, and then we screamed
<Shane> and in an instant back at home
<Shane> God controls time
<Shane> no matter if you feel like time stopped
<Shane> or aliens stopped time
<Shane> they didn't but slow it down
<Shane> only God can actually stop time
<Shane> so when the beings slow time down to run circles around
   you mocking and tainting you
<Shane> taunting I mean
<Shane> soon God will stop time all together for them
<Shane> and we will move about freely
<GrayMind> Hmm
<Shane> they will have no way to do anything
<GrayMind> Why do you need to slow the return of Heaven?  Are we
  not ready for it yet?
<Shane> as we have very few ways to do anything about them at
   the present due to time control situations
<GrayMind> I think, that many are too afraid of change to accept
  it.
<Shane> no
<Shane> not slow return of heaven
<Shane> slow return of Box being found/opened
<Shane> cause that Box is the Lie of the universe
<Shane> told mankind it was God a long time ago
<Shane> God had to send a son
<Shane> to seal the creature in the box
<Shane> so that humanity would survive
<GrayMind> Oh, I see.
<Shane> what Moses knew
<Shane> or I should say what he did not actually know could have
   killed him
<GrayMind> The armageddon
<Shane> the being Moses could not look at
<Shane> else be consumed by fire
<Shane> and no one unpure could see
<Shane> less the be burned
<Shane> whom also made the commandments
<omega> well guys my daughter just got home, she has to feed the
   neighbors animals
<Shane> which no one could follow by the letter besides Jesus
<Shane> was a being called Moloch
<omega> i bet that's why I dreamd of a rat they have one
<Shane> LOL Omega
<GrayMind> Take Care Omega.
<Shane> well one thing the being did not realize
<Shane> and I remember cause I was there
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<omega> got to go
<Shane> Jesus was pure so He could look at it
<omega> have fun but dont forget you need to sleep too
<Shane> also the children Jesus led to look at it
<Shane> were also pure
<Shane> so there is more than one whom has seen it
<Shane> and I was one of those children long ago
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<Shane> it is not allowed to harm us
<Shane> cause we already know what it is
<GrayMind> How old are you Shane?
<Shane> already seen it
<Shane> I am 27 yrs old
<GrayMind> How old are you really?
<GrayMind> If you were there so long ago>
<Shane> before the world was made we were
<Shane> before there were stars
<Shane> we were
<GrayMind> I believe we are timeless, boundless
<Shane> we made the stars with our feet
<Shane> we made the planets with our feet
<Shane> we hugged the creatures God made
<Shane> we loved them all so dearly
<Shane> and God was happy
<Shane> until a man on this world
<Shane> whom also was in heaven at the time, for we all were in
   heaven
<Shane> made something vile and filthy
<Shane> to destroy all the children had made
<GrayMind> This is the man whom haunts you?
<Shane> cause he wanted to play a trick on Jesus and scare His
   little lights
<Shane> yes GreyMind
<GrayMind> Was his trick a simple lie?
<Shane> the Man was in heaven in black and grey Robes
<Shane> a simple lie I am God
<Shane> that's the lie
<Shane> said I am God
<Shane> he isn't
<Shane> he sent his creation
<Shane> to snuff out stars and planets
<Shane> and that was allowed
<Shane> for we had fun making them
<Shane> and could easily make more
<GrayMind> And that division, that duality of identity... there
  is god, and then there isn't - the confusion was a plague upon
  the star children...
<Shane> but then when we got home
<GrayMind> Is that right?
<Shane> yes
<Shane> the man said I am God and laughed
<Shane> Jesus promised we would pay the man back
<Shane> Jesus was in white and gold robes
<Shane> there was also a woman in blue and white robes
<GrayMind> Pay him back, like revenge?
<Shane> and then us little lights
<Shane> that's all there was
<Shane> oh and God
<Shane> yes pay him back as in revenge
<GrayMind> I thought that we are supposed to love our enemies.
<Shane> but God is a big ball of light
<Shane> in which we little lights came out of
<GrayMind> Perhaps, by loving this man - we would overcome him.
<Shane> we do love him for being
<Shane> but he forces us to hate him
<Shane> with fire
<GrayMind> That's the trick, eh?
<Shane> yep
<Shane> I am God
<Shane> love me
<GrayMind> I want's us to hate him, for if we filled him with
  our love, he would be dark no more.
<Shane> oops nope I want you to hate me cause I am not going to
   tell you I am a lie
<Shane> so I'll burn you up instead then you will hate me
<Shane> right
<GrayMind> I get it.
<Shane> if we filled him with the song of life and light
<Shane> he would be sorrow and death no more
<GrayMind> I've heard - and ressonate with the idea that we are
  all just different faces of the same divine.
<Shane> the thing I do not understand
<Shane> is the man is stupid
<Shane> cause we already had everything god had
<Shane> so how can you have more? You cannot
<GrayMind> So, this man is us.  And we are him.
<Shane> God gave us everything it had to offer
<GrayMind> Hmm
<Shane> we are all parts of the same
<Shane> in the flesh that is
<Shane> outside of the flesh in spirit
<Shane> aka lightbody, oreven out of body
<GrayMind> I think we are all both creators & the created.
<Shane> we are Light
<Shane> we are yet we are not
<GrayMind> I don't understand the man's motives either.
<Shane> it's very hard to explain
<GrayMind> It is quite erplexing.
<Shane> the only thing I can think
<Shane> is that the man thinks he is funny
<Shane> he thinks everyone thinks he's funny
<Shane> by playing simple tricks
<GrayMind> now, that is a severe delusion.
<Shane> a childs trick
<Shane> like I said it's a childs trick
<Shane> and since I am/was/will be a child
<Shane> i see it for what it is
<GrayMind> Perhaps, he knew that we were all as God.... and he
  wanted to be the only one.
<Shane> YES
<GrayMind> He didn't want to have more, he wanted us to have
  less.
<Shane> no wonder I saw Him try to burn everything up
<Shane> that's stupid though
<GrayMind> Yes it is.
<GrayMind> Like you said, he is a stupid man.
<Shane> there is eternite's worth of power/love fullfillment to
   go around
<Shane> there is no less nor more nor can be had more nor less
<Shane> smiles at graymind
<GrayMind> Ah, but he could (and has for some) fool people into
  not realizing who they were.  His illusion.  I think you
  missed the last part of his lie.  Hie lie is, "I am God, and
  you are not."
<GrayMind> What do you think?
<Shane> yeah that too
<Shane> but I already knew that being and that man was not God
* GrayMind smiles upon Shane.
<Shane> when I went to armageddon
<Shane> many many were bowing to that man and that creature he
   made
<GrayMind> How was it that you saw through the illusion?
<Shane> cause God told me beforehand
<Shane> angels told me from Love directly what to do
<Shane> look with my eye's only
<GrayMind> And we are all God.  So we all should know.  This man
  - with his simple lies - his child
<Shane> after Jesus does
<GrayMind> his child's play
<Shane> and not with my heart or my heart will break
<GrayMind> Oh my, how sad that a heart would break.
<Shane> cause I saw the crystal city "heaven" and Jesus land on
   this world
<Shane> and God said will this be your God
<Shane> and people said no
<Shane> and god said so be it
<Shane> and then the creature fell to Jesus's pure heart and
   light
<Shane> and then it fell to our song of life and light from our
   mouths
<Shane> for after the people knew the truth
<Shane> they had much to say
<Shane> but some of us there
<Shane> already knew the truth of that being
<Shane> some of us did not bow and we stood
<Shane> even as it was burning us we stood
<Shane> unfortunately I ran
<Shane> I was scared and wanted no part
<Shane> then God placed his hand on my shoulder and said not
   yet, I am not ready to reveal you to it yet
<Shane> but the being was revealed to me
<Shane> that is what is so strange
<Shane> am I so powerful or a big secret
<GrayMind> Hmm
<Shane> as to be held until the last minute?
<Shane> am I that special?
<Shane> or am I doomed as the creature said
<GrayMind> I think you must be.
<Shane> well the creature knew I looked at it
<Shane> cause it said in my head
<Shane> all whom have seen me have gone crazy and insane
<Shane> and I said so what
<GrayMind> I think we all are special, though we don't believe
  it - it is hard to belive because of the lies which have
  poisoned our cultures.
<Shane> then it said whom are you whom are you, why won't you
   die, why won't you die
<Shane> and I simply said I am a Child of God and cannot die
   till God says I can die
<Shane> and it said I am God you must die
<Shane> I said no you're not God, wouldn't harm anyone and God
   is humble
<Shane> you are loud mothed
<Shane> mouthed
<Shane> sorry
<Shane> but that was the truth
<GrayMind> I wonder why I had the experience I did?
<Shane> God would never say I am God
<Shane> God would say hello my name is Joe
<Shane> nice to meet you
<GrayMind> hehe
<Shane> have you had a nice life?
<Shane> can I help you with anything?
<GrayMind> God's name is Joe?  I should have known.  *grins*  I
  see what you mean.
<Shane> God's always been funny like that
<Shane> or else if a person says OH MY You're God to God
<Shane> God would say I'm who?? Who is God anyways?
<Shane> Can I help you with anything?
<Shane> I don't have any money, but if you need some help with
   something I'll try my best
<Shane> smiles
<GrayMind> Shane, that is so pleasant,
<Shane> the Lie says I am God
<Shane> I have Money you want power here there ya go
<Shane> you can have anything
<Shane> I will give you anything just know I am god
<GrayMind> I truely wish I did not have to go to bed now, but I
  choose to go with my girlfriend to the hospital in the morning.
<Shane> so the trick is a bit hard to discern
<Shane> hugs Graymind
<Shane> okay I hope everything is okay
<GrayMind> I'm sure it will be.
<Shane> okay Hugs
<Shane> bye bye
<GrayMind> Take care, and don't give in to the illusion.
Session Close: Thu Sep 18 01:53:45 1997
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