Ok,I got a friend at school named Kim.And I think she is going to help me a lot on the site,so I gave her her own little site thing!
Regret
It was the hardest thing in the world for me to say goodbye, you have to understand that.
That's why I left, because I knew it wouldn't last, our relationship, if you can call it that.
But now I see that I was wrong, our love for one another continues to stand strong
And each day I live in regret of leaving you, but in a sense of loosing you too
Why was i so selfish, not caring about how my decisions would affect you, how much hurt and anger I would bestow upon you
Everyday I think about you, and how much I love you, how much I need you and can't live without you
But I can't change tha past, what's done is done, and there's nothing more nothing less, than a feeling
A feeling so strong that at times its overpowering and so controlling, that I wish I could pick up the phone and call you and confess everything, my love and un-dying devotion for you
But I can't find the strength to leav everything that i have now; I can't just drop everything and everyone that's in my life for you
Although I wish I could, I can't, so therefore I won't
And I wish it was that simple, just tell myself its over, but I know its not, it takes time to realize that the one person you love the most in this world doesn't love you back
It's the worst feeling in the world, but I guess I deserve it, for everything I put you through
But you have to understnad that all I ever wanted was the best, but sometimes the best things to do are the hardest
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