God Only Knows

a chosen life of hate and pain,
an entrance to the pouring rain.
a quest to seek this misery,
and live up to it's name.
God only knows why that I can't change,
the way I feel and end the pain.
but now I'm closer to the seed,
the tree of life, from which I bleed.
the one who never followed through's,
the one you really never knew.
this life I live is such a mess,
and looking back I failed the test.
so now I want this off my chest,
so maybe I can check breath.
but when I look at what's to come,
my inner-soul's completely numb.
and when I think of what's been done,
my first insticts to hide or run.
God Only Knows, what I've Become?

Copyright �2004 George Alan Lawson
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