Sermon Prepared for Messiah Lutheran Church
Good Friday, evening service – 4/13/01
by Gregory S. Kaurin
Associate Pastor for Spiritual Care and Development
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John
19: 23-30
When the soldiers
had crucified Jesus, they took his clothes and divided them into four parts,
one for each soldier. They also took his tunic; now the tunic was seamless,
woven in one piece from the top. So they said to one another, “Let us not tear
it, but cast lots for it to see who will get it.” This was to fulfill what the
scripture says, “They divided my clothes among themselves, and for my clothing
they cast lots.” And that is what the soldiers did.
Meanwhile, standing
near the cross of Jesus were his mother, and his mother's sister, Mary the wife
of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom
he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son.”
Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from that hour the
disciple took her into his own home. After this, when Jesus knew that all was
now finished, he said (in order to fulfill scripture), “I am thirsty.” A jar full of sour wine was standing
there. So they put a sponge full of the
wine on a branch of hyssop and held it to his mouth. When Jesus had received the wine, he said, “It is finished.” Then he bowed his head and gave up his
spirit.
The Sermon:
The
radio plays in the background. A voice
sings, questioning how it is that life and death are so connected:
An angel closes her eyes.
The confusion that was hers
Belongs now
To the baby down the hall.[1]
Endings. Beginnings always imply endings. And endings are nearly all too soon. Even in long life: the end of health comes too soon. Prophets and the greatest minds: if only
they lingered with us a little longer, if only their clear-sighted vision would
remain a little longer.
And
Jesus, a ministry of only a few short years, moving too quickly to an end. From "Hosannas" and palm branches,
to a holy moment at table cleaned in haste.
Abide with us, fast falls the eventide.
The darkness deepens; Lord, with us abide.[2]
But
suddenly from a drowsy night of prayer to torches, a trial, and now, an evening
later, we stand on a hill. A man hangs
dying. A man hangs dying. Someone’s child is dying.
Christians,
Biblical scholars, pastors, archaeologists, and anthropologists have
scrutinized few passages more than the dying of Jesus.
What
are the answers?
What
is our fascination?
Is
it morbid curiosity? –in our minds we look upon the gruesome death of Jesus
through our parted fingers?
Perhaps
we imagine ourselves standing watch with Mary.
There are those in this congregation who know some of her pain, have
seen their own child die. But there are
few who watch the spittle drying on his blood-cracked face, few who see their
dying child jeered, few who see his naked body publicly exposed, and clothes
gambled for. Even these last few
breaths ...mocked.
A
mother's child is dying! Where is the
rescue team, the ambulance? Where are the Jaws of Life? Doctors; nurses?
No. Instead, this is the mother who hears the
last cry of her child, steps and reaches, but is held back, as a gruff voice
says to her, “It's over, lady. ...He's
finished anyway.”
Endings. From the start we are confronted with
endings.
A
grandmother, surrounded by those she loved, receives her last breath -- pushed
into her tired lungs by mechanical tubes and sounds, now removed. No one really knows if that last breath escaping
from her pale lips was ever her own.
She may have died already, days ago; but now it hits the family, after
this long wait, suddenly it is over: she is finished.
The
aging boxer stares angrily and fearfully at his shaking hands, tries
desperately to hold them still, fighting his own body, but realizes in unspoken
silence, “It is over for me ...I'm finished.”
A
little girl. She was exposed to the horrid darkness that can willingly torture
and snuff out even the bright light of life shining from the eyes of a
six-year-old. Already, so soon, cruel
hands have finished her.
It's
happening again to granddad. He tries
to read the paper--he's done this ...how many mornings? But he looks at words, and doesn't recognize
them. He finally works through a
sentence, but can't recall its beginning.
He thrusts the paper away in frustration that gives way to fear as he
gazes at his unfamiliar living room.
Unfamiliar in his own house. The
times are closing in on him. In fact,
much of time is already at an end.
Finished. A young man, too young, tries to spare the
life of a rabbit on the highway, swerves too hard and loses his own life...
The golden bowl by death is broke.
The
pitcher burst in twain;
The cistern wheel has felt the stroke,
The
pleasant child is slain.
The winding sheet enfolds his limbs,
The coffin
holds him fast;
Today ‘tis seen by all his friends,
But this
must be the last.[3]
Silence.
Silence
follows words of “finished.”
Christ's
own last word was: “tetelestai,” finished. His head then rolls first
to one side, the other, and finally lowers with a last sigh. He hands his spirit into a silence that
still echoes that last “tetelestai,”
finished.
Finished.
But
what an odd choice. The word that
Christ said did not mean “finished” as in “done” or “over.” No, tetelestai
meant finished as in “accomplished.” It
is finished and stands accomplished.
It
is like Jesus was saying, “I have done what I came to do, and now with this
last breath all is complete; it stands accomplished.”
Accomplished? Complete?
Finished?!
“Indeed,
Jesus, we see that your life is done, and that we all come to endings. But to call death accomplished…when all
looks so failed?”
What
ending is ever really an accomplishment?
“Endings
are always followed by beginnings,” says the optimist, and he's right.
“Yes,
but beginnings are only the start of still more endings,” says the pessimist,
and she's right.
Accomplished? What did Jesus see that we don't?
Who
could smell the burning flesh of the Holocaust, who could look at the hanging
forms of beautiful brown skin turning to a ghastly pallor, who could hear the
wounded moans in Kosovo, the blast in Oklahoma, the constant struggles over the
Holy Land, see the violence in Cincinnati, who could embrace the frightened woman
who hears the medical voice saying, “I'm afraid it's malignant.” ...Accomplished?
If
life remains full of endings... If
whatever is gained cannot be held onto...
Accomplished? What is accomplished when the real ending we
seek is not only elusive but beyond our comprehension.
An
old anonymous poem tells this tale:
I saw a man pursuing the horizon;
Round and
round they sped,
I was disturbed at this;
I accosted
the man.
“It is futile,” I said,
“You can
never—”
“You lie,” he cried;
And ran
on.
In a state hospital, a woman wrapped deep into her own silence, quietly
rocked herself. Years rolled by and
still she rocked in an unseen world....
And
in our own world, the noise raises and meshes and roars into a great white
noise so that screams cannot be heard from the loud boisterous laughter. All
these years of bombs and hate, slander and lies, names and shouted titles all
become a great deafening silence. And even the very sanity of living can seem
but an insignificant movement—rocking ourselves until and into the quiet silence.
Accomplished? What then is accomplished?
...But then from the back recesses of her mind came a whispering of
seeming sanity. A voice in her
head. It should have been just another
delusion, another symptom. Its message
didn't make complete sense, but somehow it cleared her mind. The voice whispered: “The silence is not
empty; there is purpose to your life.”[4]
There
is something right, something pivotal, when this man, Jesus, says, “It is
finished.” For through his words of
teaching, his hands of healing, washing, and feeding, in these were promised
greater things.
His
death would be too anticlimactic. This
ending leaves too much unrevealed. We
know, we believe, there must be purpose to this death, because there was so much
purpose in his life.
He
said, “Accomplished.”
It
doesn't make complete sense. But
somehow it clears a way. It is heard by
many above the loud deafening silence, and clears a space for a lasting greater
purpose. “The silence, the noise, is
not empty, there is purpose to your life.”
Something
there is that stands accomplished. It
has been accomplished since a Friday afternoon when a man handed his spirit to
the Creator of Purpose.
Tonight
and many nights we move into darkness, but our grief, though real and inspired
by losses and endings, ...our grief itself has been wounded, …by a hammer of
hope. For as he died, Christ's word of
accomplishment suggested a sunrise.
Finished?
The
radio continues playing in the background, a voice sings, questioning how it is
that death and life are so connected:
“An angel opens her eyes.
Her pale blue-colored eyes.”[5]
“The
hope of life returns with the sun.”[6]
[Sing
Chas. Wesley's “‘Tis Finished! The
Messiah Dies.”]
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[1]From music lyrics "Lightening Crashes," by the rock band: Live. 1994.
[2] From “Abide with Me,” alt. text: Henry F. Lyte (d. 1847).
[3]Old German Baptist Brethren Hymnal.
[4]I have forgotten where I ran across this story. I do remember reading that the woman dramatically recovered and was able to return to mainstream society.
[5]Live. "Lightening Crashes." 1994.
[6]Juvenal. ca. 60-140 A.C.E.