| And if only I lifted mine eyes for a second to see the sun, I would vanish. In an instant all that you know and read about me would be gone and this would have never happened to me. All these thoughts that I could gather couldn't be here long enough to be explained. The extreme ups and downs now miscalculated and percieved as something less than it was and is now at this piont and time. Every inkling of the world of Karman, forever damaged and frayed. Born of the wicked and burned by my own ruin. The thought of me not here would only bring utter elation to me. Don't cry, Dissapear with me !!! |
 |
| " Poems and Shit " By : Karman Parker |
 |
| " Ties " So familiar it seems The same person in two places Like one but not one at all Why can you see these thing I feel I see how you see them Scared to whisper what will be or happen Don't even think, because it is Wandering in your head as if it were my own Thoughts turning the same way Are we just too much alike Or do I dare ask if this is real for once Date: 10-02-05 "When our spirits met for the first time" |
 |
 |
 |
| Fondness of lies cloud my desitions Leaning into a void of dimming silence No longer needy of this increasing whole Moronic entities floating to prick the bubble Shouting obsenities in destinction and clarity Round goes the fucked reality on chloriform Bruise covered corpse moving towards nothing Zoned into a cubical of moving images Slapped back over and out of this turmoil Precious moments kiss the wounds of distress Through these sacred, sudated recollections Sillouttes darkened to change the mood of joy Eyes turned to glimpse the twinkling glint At a twisting corridor leading me home Stepping beyond this existance of time And into a sliver of untainted, orgasmic Splooge Date:02-11-06 |
| There will be more soon.... |