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| THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL |
| CLOSER you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you help me i broke apart my insides help me i've got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me help me get away from myself i want to fuck you like an animal i want to feel you from the inside i want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god you can have my isolation you can have the hate it brings you can have my absence of faith you can have my everything help me tear down my reason help me it's your sex i can smell help me make me perfect help me become somebody else i want to fuck you like an animal i want to feel you from the inside i want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you bring me closer to god through every forest, above all trees within my stomach, scraped off my knees i drink the honey inside your hive you are the reason i stay alive |
| RUINER you had all of them on your side, didn't you? you believe in all your lies, didn't you? the ruiner's got alot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees now the only oure thing left in my fucking world is wearing yourdisease how did you get so big? how did you get so strong? how did you get so hard? how did you get so long? you had to give tham all the sign, didn't you? you had to covet what was mine, didn't you? the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize maybe it's a part of me you took to a place i hoped it would never go and maybe that fucked me up much more than you'll ever know how did you get so big? how did you get so strong? how did you get so hard? how did you get so long? what you gave to me my perfect ring of scars you know i can see what you really are you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now |
| THE BECOMING i beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me i'm stuck in this dream it's changing me i am becoming the me that you know had some second thoughts he's covered with scabs he is broken and sore the me that you know doesn't come around much that part of me isn't here anymore all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry drowns out all i hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness the me that you know used to have feelings but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay the me that you know is now made up of wires and even when i'm right with you i'm so far away i can try to get away but i've strapped myself in i can try to scratch away the sound in my ears i can see it killing away all my bad parts i don't want to listen but it's all too clear hiding backwards inside of me i feel so unafraid annie, hold a little tighter i might just slip away it won't give up it wants me dead goddamn this noise isnside my head |
| I DO NOT WANT THIS i'm losing ground you know how this world can beat you down i'm made of clay i fear i'm the only one who thinks this way i'm always falling down the same hill bamboo puncturing this skin and nothing comes blessing out of me just lie a waterfall i'm drowning in 2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face i do not want this (4) don't you tell me how i feel (3) you don't know just how i feel i stay inside my bed i have lived so many lives all in my head don't tell me that you care there really isn't anything, is there? you would know, wouldn't you? you extend your hand to those who suffer to those who know what it really feels like to those who've had a taste like that means something and oh so sick i am and maybe i don't have a choice and maybe that is all i have and maybe this is a cray for help i do not want this (4) don't tell me how i feel (3) you don't know just how i feel i want to know everything i want to be everywhere i want to fuck everyone in the world i want to do something that matters |
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