| V.M. This man who speaks different toungues and wears many faces shimmering, eyes sparkling, lush hair and a passion in the air. This man talented in so many ways yet of which i have never met but oh, how much i wish i had. the sadness i bear of not having communed with this lovely mind accompanied by a sense of uselessness... I cannot show my face to this man. he overpowers me with his talent, his beauty, his mystery... December 23, 2003 DEAD TIRED My head tilts to one side, feeling heavy and drained my eyes repeaditly shut and open into a state of half consciousness and i ask myself: why do i resist for such nothingness? The election starts between my bed and a white sheet of paper, empty, waiting to be written on... my bed, waiting for my weight... such weaklings are we to be daily exhausted and how numb of us to leave our papers untouched I am tired, yet i resist to leave a sign of life on paper but nothing comes out... everything is silent, dark, dead I have lost all my energy and now i must retire, shorty, to be left unaccomplished. December 23, 2003 |
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