FIRST TIME

i had never thought
we were hanging on
but the fall looks very far
staring at the ground
what flesh will do to you
will do to me too
be free and on your own
it's not that simple
it's never been that simple
it feels like the first time
that we'd fallen behind
and we faltered too far down
no one could save us
it's feels like the first time
that we're standing above them
and no one can touch us
the worst is over
i could say to you
a bitter word or two
there's no stopping now
just ge it out in the air
heard it through the fog
and hurt by it all
i'd take it back today
but it's out of my hands
lost in the film again
all the signs were showing
watching a single frame
when the wind begins
you're never anywhere
'cause you're caught in my
weather every time
feels like the first time
we'd fallen behind
no use is the other one to wait
but i can hold on
as sure as i'm strong
get over the faithful yesturdays
DRAG YOU DOWN

it's biting it's teething it's biting i'm bleeding
it's calling it's crawling it's calling and i'm falling
the perfect sound of middle ground
pull me under before i try to drag you down
someone has to pull me under before
i try to drag you down
they're fighting they're growing they're fighting and i'm growing
i'm biting i'm teething i'm bleeding
MY CAROUSEL

spotlights are roaming
the show will begin
i had never thought
but don't give my circus away
i hope it ends before you know me
i've lost it completely
my faith is lost again i'd say
i'm tired of this place and i want to go
riding my carousel
they can never tell
i'm spinning and turning
always revolving
you should have seen it
where were you?
i needed a stage
to walk all over you
that's better
i'm throwing my three ring away
and i can hear you say
i'm tired of this place
i'm tired of this place and then i think of
riding my carousel
they can never tell
close all of the doors
lock me away
i'm happy i'm here
so let me stay
SICK OF IT ALL

are the sins getting staler
does every moment move past you
or does it feel like forever
and shouldn't you be laughing too?
take a look how they found you
take a look what they've done to you now
what was it they wanted
sullen and haunted?
if only you saw it coming
how far down would you fall
if you never came up again
'cause you're so sick of it all
and you want to change everything
just how deep will you go
to see through it all?
if you could consume her
would you say you were finding your way out?
is anything coming clearer
smashing your mirror?
still you can see you're guilty
coming closer my composer turning
inside out in her
calling home all alone
you can call i won't answer
any question in my head
remains until you feel the same
never telling how i felt is all i ever cared about
FOR THE OCEAN

without it i'm failing
my heart waits in the wings alone
the stages i go through
keep coming time and time and time again
do you wonder how i stay
so compacent
it's like waiting for the ocean
to save you from the waves
when you're so far under
silent
never moving
you've taken your timing
so flawless executing me
so fearless and hopeful
can you imagine such a scene?
BROKEN WORDS

your sweet little hands
brush right past me
sometimes you don't understand
why you can't reach
i bite when i don't want to bend
how silent i can be
so she is silent too
she's the one who saw my words
broken, torn at the seams
and broken words were all she heard
now she's walking away from me
some never meant
and some meant well
the difference between us is so
hard to tell
i was so shaken but now
all i see
is everything she meant to me
THE GREYEST OF BLUE SKIES
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