| FIRST TIME i had never thought we were hanging on but the fall looks very far staring at the ground what flesh will do to you will do to me too be free and on your own it's not that simple it's never been that simple it feels like the first time that we'd fallen behind and we faltered too far down no one could save us it's feels like the first time that we're standing above them and no one can touch us the worst is over i could say to you a bitter word or two there's no stopping now just ge it out in the air heard it through the fog and hurt by it all i'd take it back today but it's out of my hands lost in the film again all the signs were showing watching a single frame when the wind begins you're never anywhere 'cause you're caught in my weather every time feels like the first time we'd fallen behind no use is the other one to wait but i can hold on as sure as i'm strong get over the faithful yesturdays |
| DRAG YOU DOWN it's biting it's teething it's biting i'm bleeding it's calling it's crawling it's calling and i'm falling the perfect sound of middle ground pull me under before i try to drag you down someone has to pull me under before i try to drag you down they're fighting they're growing they're fighting and i'm growing i'm biting i'm teething i'm bleeding |
| MY CAROUSEL spotlights are roaming the show will begin i had never thought but don't give my circus away i hope it ends before you know me i've lost it completely my faith is lost again i'd say i'm tired of this place and i want to go riding my carousel they can never tell i'm spinning and turning always revolving you should have seen it where were you? i needed a stage to walk all over you that's better i'm throwing my three ring away and i can hear you say i'm tired of this place i'm tired of this place and then i think of riding my carousel they can never tell close all of the doors lock me away i'm happy i'm here so let me stay |
| SICK OF IT ALL are the sins getting staler does every moment move past you or does it feel like forever and shouldn't you be laughing too? take a look how they found you take a look what they've done to you now what was it they wanted sullen and haunted? if only you saw it coming how far down would you fall if you never came up again 'cause you're so sick of it all and you want to change everything just how deep will you go to see through it all? if you could consume her would you say you were finding your way out? is anything coming clearer smashing your mirror? still you can see you're guilty coming closer my composer turning inside out in her calling home all alone you can call i won't answer any question in my head remains until you feel the same never telling how i felt is all i ever cared about |
| FOR THE OCEAN without it i'm failing my heart waits in the wings alone the stages i go through keep coming time and time and time again do you wonder how i stay so compacent it's like waiting for the ocean to save you from the waves when you're so far under silent never moving you've taken your timing so flawless executing me so fearless and hopeful can you imagine such a scene? |
| BROKEN WORDS your sweet little hands brush right past me sometimes you don't understand why you can't reach i bite when i don't want to bend how silent i can be so she is silent too she's the one who saw my words broken, torn at the seams and broken words were all she heard now she's walking away from me some never meant and some meant well the difference between us is so hard to tell i was so shaken but now all i see is everything she meant to me |
| THE GREYEST OF BLUE SKIES |
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