I'm seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
I can't believe how much i've change since the days of old,
I know it's temporary but i need to focus straight
I can't believe i lost control of my fate
I need forgivness from the people i truly care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I'm gonna win I can't afford to blow this one
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself
I need this way of life becaue it holds me.
Contradiction's a way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now
I've made it through those lies and deceit,
I think what's done is done and i can't complain anymore
I am sure now that i've found myself again it feels great
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate
I need forgivness from the people i truly care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I'm gonna win I can't afford to lose this one
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself
Contradiction's a way of life
Happiess is wealthyness is healthy now.
MEANING:
I love this song. It's practically the story of my life. It's like, you hate yourself and the way you are but you don't change because you don't know any other way to be.
What i find interesting is the chorus. Either he says "I hate myself sometimes... i love myself" or "I hate myself... sometimes i love myself". It's kind of a "the way you see it and how it is" type of thing.