not that i mean to invite the misery.
something's inside me and it's killing me
my heart hurts so much i can't take it anymore
and yet i have so much empathy for you, i can't stop it!
WHY does it hurt so much, why do i bleed
sometimes i feel, sometimes i don't
either way i just don't get it
your words make no sense to me
sounds like a thousand lies coming my way: reads my mind
just shut the hell up and don't cry it: feels my heart
in a way that i am too dead to feel and understand the emotion
and yet the emotion is all i have
so much it's killing me
they really mean it when they say:
learn to love yourself before you love others
i skip a step and i'm breaking
i care about you more than i care about me
that's ok, until i start reflecting my inner self hate towards you
"I'm sorry" is all i have to say
Somebody else is all that you deserve.
