LETTERS FROM CHUTNEY
AS FAR AS I CAN SPIT

how far yeah
how can i trust in anyone
when i can't trust myself
i'm stealing things from better lives
the lives upon the shelf
but i'm not as lonely as i thought
but i know now
that it takes much longer
to be free from this
what used to come so naturally
it seems to go away
you're killing me from inside out
to make me understand
and i can't believe this
and i pray that you find him
never did understand
how you were and you were
fight fight fight fight fight
fight fight fight fight fight
let it go
i'm seeing things in darker lies
rush in to make a deed
you're never thinking for yourselves
you're passing by a string
and i can't believe this
and i pray that you find him
never did understand
how you were and you were
fight fight fight fight fight
fight fight fight fight fight
DANANANANA

no one hates you more than you do
you can't stand what you are
there's nothing i can never say
to change you to change you to change you
it's all you want
it's all you'll ever be if you don't
let it go let it go let it go
turn on yourself
turn on yourself
turn on yourself
turn on 'til you find what you find
it burns so bad inside of you
it's easy for you to look away
you'll find a way to stay away
all you need all you need all you need
well everything turns into lies
looking into your untrusting eyes
turn on yourself
turn on yourself
turn on yourself
turn on 'til you find what you find
you'll learn to smile in blood and pain
you'll learn to hate yourself again
believe your lies it's easier
believe in your lies it's easier
alone away from everything
you get off on the bitterness you bring
and with it fear is there to hold you close
closer closer closer
give yourself more than this
you can't live without love
let your soul breath again
free yourself
turn on yourself
turn on yourself
turn on yourself
tuen on 'til you find what you find
BRAT

so go as far as you want this to go
i want you to know
that i don't care
i'm only laughing at what i'm afraid of
i've never been seen like this before
am i ashamed
i wonder why
am i afraid to die
i kill myself
or force myself to fly
i can't hear
anything at all
can't you give me
just what i want
this makes it harder to live with
seems like a burben to me now
i'm only pushing away what i wanted
the more that i need it
or i'll do without
and the urge will pass
i wonder why
am i afraid to die
i kill myself
or force myself to fly
i can't hear
anything at all
can't you give me
just what i want
i'm a brat now now give it
i'm a brat now give it
i'm a brat now give it
i'm a brat now
i'm a brat now now give it
i'm a brat now gve it
i'm a brat now give it
i'm a brat now
so go as far as you want this to go
i want you to know
that i don't care
i'm only laughing at what i'm afraid of
i've never been seen like this before
am i ashamed
i wonder why
am i afraid to die
i kill myself
or force myself to fly
i can't hear
anything at all
cant't you give me
just what i want
i'm a brat now now give it
i'm a brat now give it
i'm a brat now give it
i'm a brat now
i'm a brat now now give it
i'm a brat now give it
i'm a brat now give it
i'm a brat now

CIRCLES

you helped him you laid by his side when he died
he held in his breath and you broke down and cried
you stood there confused you couldn't believe
you're helpless and realized it's better you leave
now you're walking in circles circles
walking around in circles yeah
walking around in circles circles
walking around in circles
not stronger you're gripping onto the past
recalling what happened happened too fast
his image is burning into your mind
you know you will never leave this behind
now you're walking around in circles circles
walking around in circles yeah
walkng around in circles circles
walking around in circles
walking around in circles circles
walking around in circles yeah
walking around in circles circles
walking around in cir-uhuhuhuh
you're older and better how do you feel
distorted uncertain of just what is real
you're stupid you're angry what can you say
if it wasn't for you he'd be alive today
walking around in circles circles
walking around in circles yeah
walking around in circles circles
walking around in circles
yeah yeah now you're walking circles your walking
yeah yeah beside my life yeah it's in the dark yeah
asfasfg
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