It looks as though I didn't have to wait long for him to make the change. Every day we grow closer. The conversations communicated through only a look, a touch,
a smile... The way I can snuggle into the crook of his arm and how
receiving he is.
We sit sideways on the sofa, talking to eachothe and the movie playing in the backround is almost entirely forgotten. He tells me stories of his younger days, of experiences
that have shaped his recent emotional state.
This weekend marks that crossover I"ve been so uptight about. He has asked me to have dinner with his coworkers and friends. I know htis crossover hasn't been easy for him, learning to let go of his ex-wife and moving forward
with me. It's been nothing short of hell for me too- seeing something so special in him and not being able to show him how wonderful he is for fear
of pushing him away.
It's been two months, a rocky two months, but I am thankful that I have had the strength to hold on,
to be there for him and to prove to him just how faithful I am even in the midst of a storm. I won't abandon him. He can trust me and I think
he has finally realized that.
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