Date:	Thu, 1 Jul 2004 00:28:05 -0700 (PDT)	
From:	firegyrlamanda@yahoo.com	
To:	ab4wbbadazzcarameloreo@yahoo.com	

Dear Miss. Mordecai, 
I'm not writing you to be messy or to be a bitch(as if), but I'm writing you to let you know i felt the other night. I don't even care if you post this up in a group or call me names because i am a strong person(oh, bravo *applauds*-strong my ass, no Black woman is strong, baby). Anyways i was typing to let you know that you didn't have to go behind my back like what you did(go behind your back, nigger if i had a problem with you, I'd tell you). I'm not stupid i knew good and well you were talking about me(i was talking about everyone on my buddylist, you dumb ass). Well if you figured that i wasn't a good friend you should have told me to straight up(doh but i don't like to hurt people's feelings, lmao).I wouldn't have gotten mad or anything because i have more respect for people who don't half step.I know in your eyes i may seem to be self centered,greedy or whatever(lol). You don't even know half my story.I guess it might seem that way, because im always busy.I know i know i leave in the middle of an a conversation or worry about my problems alot let me tell you why. I have sat down and listened to you continuously talk about how much you ant an interracial relationship and biracial kids and respected you for that(yeah, because your sorry ass didn't have shit to talk about). I like how you stood up for what you wanted in you life and took a charge(that's right, because if other niggers did it, they wouldn't be where they are now). You wanted to be goth and you became goth and you wasn't afraid of what others thought of you. Even when other people talked about you i told them that she have something that they could never take away from her which was courage(lol).I never told you but Britney used to be my friend until she started talking about you badly and i ditched her(that was your choice not mine. you didn't have to stop being her friend for me. i wasn't the one who told you to do so).How about when Wardell hurted you and i shamed him when i barely even knew him(please don't bring his name up again). Your definition of a friend is all twisted. i never did anything to you but tried to be your friend after i saw that was impossible because you seemed to in for a relationship rather then friends(there's no such thing as a friend. honey, in this day and age, NO ONE is your friend). One day i thought maybe we could talk about something rather then movie stars,singers (people we "MIGHT" never meet) or Asian and Latino men( i talked about that stuff because you niggers are so fucking boring, yall want to talk about boys, sex, drugs and etc. I have better shit on my mind). Anyways half of these guys on the net is perverted.Well i don't want to make this too long. All i wanted to say was sorry i wasn't the best of friend towards you. I'm saying sorry because it hurt me to be mean(ha, as if this email was suppose to hurt me, it didn't do shit but got posted on my site), because I'm an angelic person(umm i beg the fifth on that). I also believe that no matter how bad of things you or Ive done you is always suppose to forgive because no one is perfect(if the status affected you that much, you should have changed your ways. No one is perfect but you were the one who fucked up). Also don't think that I have regrets because i don't i did them and i learned from them. I don't want to get onto a plane July 6 at 6:30am feeling scorn with anger. So i wanted to let everything be. I'm not saying this in an ugly way.So may God Bless you and Good Luck(god bless, there is no fucking god, you slut). 

Sincerely, 
Amanda Gage