Why were chicks on Vampire Freaks nuturing me with the Pro Blackness. There was one chick who told me that "White guys aren't what they're cracked up to be. You should give Black and other minorities a chance." I was like, "no this muthafucka didn't..." But here's what one chick had to say before I left:
hated_fate Dec 03, 2004, 06:41pmI dig your profile. You see really cool and down to earth. I can definatly relate to you, because I'm a African American Female into the "punk/goth" scence and also live in the south. I'm the only one of my kind at where I live. I don't agree with the thing about black guys..I mean, most of them are a certain way, but I've met some that aren't. I understand though, because black guys won't date me because I'm a "freak" so yeah, I generally date mixed or white guys. But yeah, I tend to ramble so I'm going to go ahead and give you your 10. !_!
Did I mention to you all that I didn't write anything bad about Black men on my page? Man, these Black bitches are so fucking stupid! Not only are they not smart but they can't fucking read either!!
This was from the chatroom. It's funny but it's also strange!
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Lycan: Final Dicktanation
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Lycan: romedick and juliclit
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out of dick
Lycan: pirates of the dicarabean
ass pirates of the carabean
Penis in the bottle
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penila arrangement
Lycan: the fast and clitoris(everyone laughed at that one)
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the texas chainsaw clitoris
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Look what a Black guy tried to pull off. hahaha
Black men loyalty gone to waste. Here is a note that was sent to Brandi from a racist White person:"Oh shut up go drink some blood or peirce something or turn on youre rock music HUNKIE LOVER I dont know any black girls who call themselves Gothic? So who really has issues with there race not me I love your black men but Im not trying to be like you black women for what in the end white people will all ways rule the world. So when you stop being Gothic I`ll stop being on BP. Dont think u can bet you will knowing that youre Gothic friends proably all said and done see you as just a black chick lost in the sauce!!!"
She took it upon herself to post it on the Black Planet message boards and got some good feedback, the rest, were against her. Like the Black men. Here's one.: TheRocdoctor Copied from the same forum in BP Love My question is why are you upset that some white girl sent this to you. You seem overly preoccupied with what white folks think. Some of them are white supremacist in approach to life, just like a lot of the negroes here. CoolChef calls it right again. (Don`t you ever get sick of being correct, my brotha?)
But Gothic, on your page, you made a direct challenge to her (and other non-blacks) being on BP. And she responded, even though your list of things says no hate notes. But that`s what BP is about: free expression. You don`t have to like the messages you receive. And you certainly don`t have to come to the forum to get approval from the peanut gallery -- something that both 747Online and Myself have refused to be for you.
Get over it. You are giving her far more publicity than she would have had had you simply deleted her message from your notes or Guestbook.
By the way, folks, Wannadou69 has porno on her page and I reported her to BP for it. And so if you`re really pissed with someone, do something significant and righteous to them, not spread their nonsense through the forums.
Black men can go straight to hell. Every last one of them...
Lookie here date Jan.31.2005 03:59
from CyberPimpSJ
to Caramel0re0Baby
category general subject
message U need a hug... keep your head up and stop looking down at the people who don't understand u.. Be Easy.. Later..
Is this nigga kidding me? He definitely doesn't know a damn thing about me because if he did, he would realize that I've had to put up with the shit from others for years. The light skinned people who thought they were better than me. White people who thought they were better than me. Pretty much, everyone thought they were better than me. I did write him back, telling him to hug my nuts. What a fucking losers. Black men can kiss my ass. They're one of the many reasons why I am the angry and psychotic person that I am today. They all deserve to go to hell where they belong!
Something that I found
Is Your Child a Goth? Presented by St. Mary's Church
Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may have gone astray from the Lord. Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child.
-Frequently wears black clothing.
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
-Wears excessive black eye makeup,lipstick or nail polish.
-Wears any odd silver jewelry or symbols.
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
-Swears excessivly
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
-Takes drugs.
-Drinks alcohol.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation.(This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
-Complains of boredom.
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
-Is excessively awake during the night.
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your chid may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)
-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this.
-Misbehaves at school.
-Misbehaves at home.
-Eats excessively or too little
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)
-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.
-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.
-Expresses an interest in sex.
-Masturbates.
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".
-Claims to be a goth.
If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center.
~St. Mary's Catholic Church
Feel my wrath. As I lie in my bed, thinking... Thinking about whether or not to live another day. I want to know if it's okay, to be me. I'm tired of Black people. Tired of White people. Tired of Asians. Tired of gays. Tired of lesbians. Tired of my parents. Tired of the whole fucking world! Why can't everyone just go to hell. I mean, literrally, just fucking die. You all make me sick.Sure, I'm up here complaining about my problems, but what makes you think you're any better than I am. Ugh, why do I even bother? You people don't know what the fuck "problems" are. It's freezing cold outside, I wish it would go away.
I may be a psychic vampire but I wish, I could just, absurb souls, instead of entergy. That would really be nice. I would have over a thousand souls. Half of the planet wouldn't be here, if I took all my enemies souls. Send them all to my world. The Nemesis world. Where they'll know what it's like to fucking suffer. Here's how I would do it.
I'd like to see them chained down. Beated and whipped. I know that this is slavery but trust me, this is not what this is all about. I just wanted the people who hate me to suffer, in the worse ways possible. I don't care how they get punished, just see to it that they'll get what they deserve.
I'd like to see a terrorist attack on Baton Rouge, Louisiana. I mean, blow the whole fucking city right off the fucking map, along with it's people. Just go fucking kabooeye on that muthafucka! Watch all those poor, pathetic Baton Rouge folks bodies just burn to complete ashes and blown away with the wind. No one would miss them. Of course, I will miss shopping at the stores in the malls but the people, I want to see their asses die.
Am I the only person feeling like "why do people continue to talk about God but are forever judging people." What got me thinking about this are the stupid and inpotent people on Black Planet. Also, when I was apart of that group The Anti Gay and Lesbian movement. Dude, let me tell ya, it's a whack ass group. Some dude had the nerve to ask me "What is Jesus to you?" Absolutely nothing! I am me and that's all there is to it. I'm sick of people thinking that belonging to a church or believing in a higher power makes someone good. There are so much evil behind this that people are just too damn blind to see. Like the preists who are sleeping with younger children, people having children out of wedlock and premarital sex. So the only thing that people can tell me is "he forgives." Man, whatever. I can speak my mind on whatver I want concerning this issue. If you don't like it then, too damn bad.
There's this dumb bitch named Gloria who I've been knowing since last year (03). We stopped talking to each other because of her stupid fake ass Christian ways. She decided to judge me, just because I didn't want to believe in God. Ho, there are a lot of people out there in this world who do not believe in God, so please do not sit up there and think that I'm the only one. Talking about I'm not being mature and she thinks that just because she has a White husband, who by the way, treats her like shit, that she is suppose to look over people like me. And had the nerve to say that she loves me. My own mother doesn't tell me that she loves me so why the fuck would I believe you? I think she has some kind of spinal cord failure or something. Well, whatever it is, she deserves it. She deserves all of it. She wants to go off judging people, let her ass fucking suffer. What a fucking hipocrite.
I am a pansexual female. But the only problem is , is that I do not like males or females. I like drags and transexuals. Fuck men and women. What the hell can they give me, except drama. As you all can tell by my site, I have enough issues to deal with than nuisance people. That's why I'm glad that I don't have any friends. For years, I've had to sit there and listen to their fucking problems. Why do people contantly believe that I am suppose to care about their feelings? When you tell someone your most stupidest shit that you could ever do, how do you expect them to feel? I have to admit, I can be pretty open minded but there are some things that are not tolerable for people to accept. I am tired of hearing about you sleeping around, giving blowjobs, underage sex, drugs, getting arrested, your confused sexuality, relationship problems, family problems, and etc. All that shit is only temporary and can be avoided. All these bad relationships has prevented me from ever having one. I just can't put up with the drama. I remember when this lady Jeanette was telling me about how her ex boyfriend hit her in the head with a fucking hair dryer and grabbed her by the neck. What the fuck is wrong with men? How dare he put his hands on her like that? I think the only time a man should ever place his hands on a woman, is unless she hits his ass first. The thing that I don't like about people is that a lot of them, will stop talking to you and never tell you why. What's the matter? Can't be man or woman enough to confront someone whom you don't like. Are you that gullible to tell yourselves that you are so brave to the point where you can't even tell a person how you really feel about them? I swear, humans like this, need to be stood under a damn crane and have the big ball landed on their asses. Caaabooom! People want to think of me as a pussy but at least I'm woman enough to tell someone how the fuck I feel about their asses. Do you think I give a shit about how they feel? All these years, no one gave a damn about my feelings, so why should I feel the same? All this temptation that I've recieved made me who I am today. Yes, continue to lie to me.That way, when I die, my soul will haunt you, as well as your generation for all eternity.
Earlier this year, on January 8, 2005, I was at this party that was for my neice. She's like twenty-one or whatever. Yeah, she graduated from college. Gah, you should have seen these assholes up there crying and shit. Boy, I hope that one day that I could go to college and see what it's like to graduate. So yeah, my other sister's children shows up. With their dirty, nappy headed asses. Her daughter and son were up there talking about me and my neice number two. Becuz, we were both dressed in black. I wish I could have told neice number three about how her hair was standing up on her head and nephew number two about how he looked like a crack head. I mean, this nigga looked like he's been on the fucking streets. I don't care about what they think because eventually, he's going to knock some White girl up and leave her at home with a baby. Poor girl... Anyway, there was niece number one's step brothers come up. One was a set of twins, the other two was a bigger guy and the other was a guy who liked neice number two(graduate's sister). So, they wanted us to come sit by them. One of the twins asked me about my choker. Not to mention, he said that I looked like a dog. I wish I could have told him that he looks like a ape from Planet of the Apes! I didn't enjoy myself at all while I was there. I was sore from dancing. But, I haven't quite gotten to the damn point! Days later, I found out from my mother that the skinny step brother's mother didn't want to hang with niece number two because of how we were dressed. The mother thought we were Atheists or something, didn't believe in God, was what they said. First of all, yes, I don't believe in God but so what? You can't judge me! Everyone is entitled to their own beliefs! I would like to confront this woman and let her know how I feel about her and her ole punk ass bitch ass sons. I ain't scared of them, what the fuck can they do to me?
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