I just wanted to use this page as a dedication to Brandon Lee.
When I was nine years old, it was the first time, I fell in love with my first half Asian crush. I used to watch his movies all the time. I was really obsessed with the Crow. I remember when my father told me about Brandon being dead. I was too young to understand but nine years later, it comes clear to me. I'm going through what I would have went through years ago. I had came across this message board and this person knew exactly how I felt.
I actually am! I haven't seen it in it's entriety since seeing it in theater and on my VHS screener before it came out. His death affected me in a way I will never understand and I gave up trying to understand and it's emotionally draining for me to sit through him crawling out of the grave. People can think I am weird all they want but it's how I am. I was seriously in a state of depression after his death for months. It doesn't however affect me from loving what the movie was and I do consider it a tribute. I hadn't even opened my DVD until a few months back when I got so pissed off I put the movie in, got to that part and had to shut it off.
I mean that's exactly how I feel. I was depressed this whole week. (10-12 to now) It doesn't matter if you think I'm weird or not. Even though it's been eleven years, it still does affect people. Leaving people with unanswered questions such as "why did he have to die?" He was so young. It wasn't his time to go. As I sit here and think. I can't imagine what Linda(his mother) or Eliza(his fiance) was going through after finding this out. But especially his mom, everything going through her mind. "My child is gone. I've lost two very important people in my life." I knew it was hard on her after coping with the death of Bruce but I bet it was harder having to deal with losing her son. HER SON!
I love Brandon and I miss him so much. I look at his picture and I'm just devastated. I am missing that guy every day.
About this death, it really does seem like a murder. Who would put a "live" round in the gun? I mean someone had done it to intentionally kill Brandon. And I don't blame the guy who pulled the trigger, because... it wasn't his fault. Man, Brandon didn't do nothing wrong. I can tell by looking into his eyes that he is pure innocence.
Here's my poem to him.
I'm missing you, every day
Even though you're gone, it will never be okay
I can't look at your picture and ask myself why
Why did you have to die
You are like my stars and my moon
I still can't figure out why you're gone so soon
I'm going to miss your brown eyes
The eyes that left me mesmerized
I'm going to miss those pretty full lips
The ones that I didn't get a chance to kiss
I wish I could see you just one more time
If not that, just give me a sign
There will be no else like you
Man, I miss you like hell, boo
Please come back to me, so I can be happy again
Just so things can just be the same
I think guns should be taken off the streets. They are dangerous and they're number one killers in the world. I've had cousins who have died by guns. I hate to see others go through the same. I think this fight can happen. No other family member or friend has to die like this. It's okay to stand up for this.
This is really making me sad so I have to make this short by saying. Brandon, I know you're in heaven with your father. I just want to say bless you and I miss you. I hope where you are, no one can hurt you again. If I was grown back then and had turned back the hands of time, I would have pushed you out of the way when the gun was fired. *sighs* This is so hard. I just wanted to say that I love you and you will be forever missed. If you were alive today, you would be the best actor in the world and no one could stop you! I know that things happen for a reason but I feel that 1993 shouldn't have happened at all. RIP baby boy. We will all see you again.
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