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| I cryed myself to sleep again, I really don't know why, I layed there in my bed, All I did was cry, I stared at your picture On my wall, I remembered our past, I remembered it all, I remembered when you died, That was one of many times You made me cry, You screwed me up daddy, I know you can't see, All the crap you put me through, all you've done to me, I slit my wrists, Sometimes because I want to die, Sometimes because I'm pissed, Sometimes I do it just to bleed, Because it feels good, Atleast it dose to me. I'll date a guy, Just because he thinks I'm cute, To replace all the love I never got from you. I smoke cigaretts And drink cheep wine, To kill my pain, To pass the time. You screwed me up daddy, You made me like you, You taught me how to be a loser, And how to screw up my life too. All I know I learned from you, Your life was a waist, And mine is too. (C) Brandi Noel October 2001 To: My Daddy |