Silvia

Silvia is sad,
She lets people get to her,
She lets the little things make her mad,

Silvia can be sweet,
But this side of Silvia,
You may never meet,

Not that this side doesn't exist,
But she's not usualy happy,
She's usualy pissed,

Silvia has lacked love for all her life,
This world has only shown her,
The worst pain and strife,

Silvia has attempted suicied,
But no one knows,
I'm afraid it won't be the last time,
But so it goes (???)

Someone needs to stop her,
But nobody can,
Someone needs to give her,
A helping hand.

Silvia is one of a kind,
When I first met her,
I envyed her for a short time,

Because Silvia is pretty, athletic, and smart,
She has everything I've evr wanted,
But she also has a broken heart,

Silvia's daddy left her
Along time ago,
And I admit I didn't show her love,
When I called her a hoe.

Silvia has problems that nobody knows,
Because she doesn't want
To let her true self show,

Silvia hides in silence,
Screaming quiet cries for help,
For love,
That she's allways been without.

So remember this night,
In your prayers,
This little girl,
Who thinks no one cares,

This little girl who I wish would see,
That I care about her,
And I really don't know why she's mad at me.

This little girl who isn't so little any more,
Who faces grown up problems,
Who wonders what this is all for,

Please pray for her my friends,
Her many problems,
Seem to have no end,

And so this night,
Before you go to bed,
Pray for her,
Let thoughts of her go through your head,
And pray that someday,
She'll read these words you've read,
Just pray for her,
Silvia Cortez.
(C)Brandi Noel
10-2001

This page is dedicated to Silvia Cortez, She got mad at me and I don't know why and then I told this guy that she was a hoe and then she got REALLY mad at me, I don't exactly want to be friends but since we are both explorers we should atleast get over this childishness and act like adults about the whole thing. I want to tell her that I am sorry because I do admit that I was wrong to talk about her the way that I did.
Silvia, if you ever read this page, please forgive me, I am so very sorry, I belive that I did nothing wrong in the begaining, but I did not have to continue this by spreding childish rumors, I need to quit acting like a little kid and start acting like an adult. You know that I really do care about you Silvia, I allways have, you were a very close friend of mine, and I don't know what happend, and even though it does not excuse my behavior, I would not have done what I did if you would not have started it.
~*~Brandi Noel~*~