| Sometimes things just dont work out the way you want to I guess and no matter what you do nothing will ever set it quite right. It's like a big paradox. Run around and try to make things well but in the end it cannot be. You feel as though you have failed when in fact live just took you in a different direction away from where you thought you should be. So even if you feel failure is eminent remember that everything in life happens for a just reason. We just dont always know what that is. I try, But something inside still crys, I try, Yet the weight is something I cant hide, I try, But it brings me down, I try, But it leaves me to drown, I try, Run around reinforce the wall, I try, But still it crumbles and starts to fall I try, But I start to die, I try, Please dont watch me cry, I try, To hide within my wall of pain, I try, To live but I can't regain, I try, Lose it all as I hide everything, I try, But I refuse to live again, I try, But I lose everything, I try, But this pain is the one thing thats never ending I try, To live a lie saying all is fine, I try, But I fail as my will slowly dies, I try, But nothing will ever be the same, I try, But you will never understand my pain . |