MI

I am grieved deeply at this sudden outburst of anger and mistrust. I do not know of the thing with which I am accused, but I understand your warnings, and your promises and I know that you will keep them. I will not fight you, I can not fight you, I would say that even if I could win. I say it now because that in loving Braksus, I also loved a part of you. It is hard for me to hate any one even those who hate me and hurt me. I am strong at heart but even that strength has a weakness.

Please, I wish not to fight with you or even Midnight. I am afraid that some one has dishonored her name of Midnight_Hestia, for upon checking my notes there was a note from that account slandering me with words I will not repeat, as a result I only became grieved, for in times past she had never before called me such vile things, even in her anger. Then to my surprise she further slandered me for something els I could have never done, which was change her pass word to her account. This she quickly was sorry for and I forgave her with out a fight. Now this.

What can I do? What must I do to bring peace again to our worlds? Surrender? Death at the hands of part of the man I love? I know Braksus was not always a knight in shining armor, but that did not stop me from loving him, and nothing will stop me from loving you. I have done nothing that I am aware of to put his soul at unrest, and I would never try. I do not call anyone a lier nor would I. I only wish that you would inform me of that which I have done wrong and If it be true I will gladly kneel under your blade.

PS In the week just before that note where she first slandered me, of the which I forgive her, I and her were talking on the phone and I felt the need to inquire of just how you were doing, she proceeded to tell me I had a guy already and to leave you alone, I then told her I only wanted to know because you are or were one of my friends, she said you hated me, I then asked her why you had felt the need to give me a friendly call not to long before that time. Midnight then told me that she never wanted to hear about Fantasia or Auryn again, and as far as you were concerned to never ask about you again. Then she hung up on me. Shawn was there and he will testify to that. I thought this business was over when she begged forgiveness and I gave it to her.