| Title: Dear Diary Author: Cataclysmic_Fear Disclaimer: I don't own these 'cool cats' Warnings: Too much thinking on Harry's part, Harry acting PMS-y, OOC, And other stuff in later parts. Pairings: Harry/Draco, Sirius/Remus, Ron/Hermione? Italics- writing in diary Part One: Secret Affairs Dear Diary, Oh God.....That sounds really girlie. I suppose I'll come up with something better later. I haven't really the time to think very much right now- I couldn't think of what to write. I had gotten the Diary so I would have something I could confide in, I mean not that I can't confide in Ron and Hermione, It's just I can't tell them everything. But right then, my mind had decided to go totally blank with the subject of writing. -Well I can't really think of what to write, so I'll start with the basics. My full name is Harry James Potter. I am 16 years old and in my 6th year at Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry. I have two best friends, Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger. And there's this guy I 'hate', Draco Malfoy. Aaaah...finally an interesting subject to write about. Draco Malfoy. I don't know quite I started to feel something for him. I don't yet think it's love but I do know that I care for him a lot. I know he doesn't feel the same way about me, but it's still a nice thought. It's one of the few good things I have to hold onto during this time of grief. The war has just ended and countless lives have been lost. The whole of Britain is mourning. A few days ago, word came that Malfoys parents were among the dead. I cried for 3 hours when I heard. I was lucky compared to him. my parents died before I ever knew them. Malfoy is 16 years old. 16! How would that feel. To know that you would never see your parents again? I can't imagine it. I just read through what I wrote and it was dead depressing. It's odd how fast one can go through the subjects. Oh! I hear Ron calling for me. Got to go. ~~Harry J Potter~~ I slipped the tiny book into my pocket and went down to the common room. "Harry! Tell this moronic fool that Professor Lupin is having an affair with Snuffles!" " I don't beleive it Herm! Professor Lupin doesn't even know where Snuffles is!" I leaned forward and put my hand on Hermione's shoulder. "Sorry Ron, Lupin does know where he is, and Herm's right. Snuffles told me the other day." "They're not, well, you know,.......fucking eachother right? I mean, they aren't GAY are they?" I suddenly felt agitated. "So what if they are? You got a problem with gay people eh? Is that it? are they all pansies? Not good enough for 'Straight as an Arrow' Ron Weasley hm? Is that how it is then?" I glared at Ron. Hermione looked at me like I had just gone bonkers. I didn't give a flying fuck about them right then though. I just needed to get away and write. I ran to an empty classroom and sat down behind a table and pulled out my Diary. Dear Diary, I think I just had a fight with Ron. I don't give a rats ass though. He is so damn irritating. Hermione told him that Sirius Black, (my godfather), was gay and he was so fucking......well something bad...hm...prejudiced. Yea that's the word. Prejudiced. Acted like he was superior and shit. The bloody retard's got it coming, I say. Karma and shit like that. Ah well, whoa look at the time! 4:00 in the morning. Must. Sleep. ~~Harry~~ End Part 1 Back to Harry Potter fics Back to Fanfic Main |