| First Time (Part VII) | ||||
| He returned, wiped her off and lay in bed next to her, pulling her into his arms and closing his eyes, "Nick?" She groaned, "Hmm?" She turned in his arms so she could look at him, "What else do guys like to do?" He opened his eyes and looked down at her, "Jordy, why do you want to know all this? Is there someone back at school you're interested in?" She shook her head, "No." He frowned, "Ok, so I understand wanting to have sex but if you're not going to keep on doing it on a regular basis with someone how can you say you were ready?" She sighed, "I wanted to with you." He nodded, "I think I understand that but why NOW if you're going to go back to not having sex?" She wasn't so sure anymore, "I just really wanted to Nick. I was really curious and I didn't want it to be with someone I would regret." He nodded, "Remember what I said 'never do something you don't want and don't sleep around' you're a good girl don't change that because of guys." She smiled as she ran her finger over his face, "Are you like this with all the girls? Giving them advice and being so sweet?" He wished he could say yes but tonight had been the most honest day of his life, from the way he looked at her, the way he touched her, everything he said, it would seem so wrong to lie to her now, "No, just with you." Her smile faded just slightly, "So why are you like that with me?" He looked down at her, "Because I don't want you to get played and messed over by a guy like me. You're like one of my sisters." He frowned and rolled his eyes, "Ok, well not really but you know what I mean. I want you to be treated right." She nodded, "I understand that when it comes to relationships but what about sex?" He rubbed his hand up and down her arm, "Don't let a guy do something to you you don't feel comfortable with doing. If he tries to then he doesn't respect you. That's why you don't have sex with just anyone." She laughed lightly, "But you do." Nick sighed, "Jordy, I can do that, I'm a guy. It's different for guys." She groaned, "Stupid double standard. It's not fair." He placed his hand under her chin and lifted her head so she was looking at him, "No, it's not fair but that's the way it is and don't go trying to change nature you'll just end up changing yourself." She smiled, when did he get so philisophical she thought, "And what exactly does that mean?" He laughed, "I was watching Oprah, but it makes sense. Bascially it means this. Women go around saying 'the men are studs and women are sluts' way of thinking is wrong. They should be able to do what men do and not be looked down on and called names, you know? So, they go sleeping around with all these guys and living life like men just to prove women should be able to if they want to but thats not the life they wanted for themselves, they just wanted to prove they should be able to if they wanted to. Now, they've changed, they feel bad about all they've done and it messes up their relationship with men in the future." She was impressed, "Wow, was that Dr. Phil?" He rolled his eyes, "Nah, some chick. I don't know why you girls like Dr. Phil he's fake as hell. I've never heard him tell someone something they didn't already know. I could give those people the advice he gives, it's bullshit." She nodded, "Ok, you have all this knowledge. Why aren't you in a good relationship?" He sighed, "Cause you need a good girl and I'm not meeting good girls, I'm meeting fun girls. I'm not ready to settle down, I like my life now, I like being single. Why get some good girl caught up when I know I'm not going to be good?" He caught her rolling his eyes, "You should be happy I'm not messing up some girl's head." Her eyebrows raised, she did agree with him on that. "I guess there is something to that." She slapped him on the chest lightly, "So come on tell me the other stuff guys like. I'm just curious that's all." He nodded and laughed, "I'll only tell you if we get to do some of them." She rolled her eyes, "And you think I would say no to that? Tell me." He turned and they were face to face, "Ok, strip tease." She groaned and he laughed, "What's wrong with that?" She sighed, "What's with guys and strippers?" He licked his lips, "It's a tease, slowly taking your clothes off, being in sexy positions...it will drive a guy crazy." She nodded and ran her finger over his nipple and smiled when his eyes closed briefly, "Handcuffs, blindfolds...but that's only with people you really trust, you hear me?" She nodded, he was being so protective. He had always been but not this much and she had a feeling he was going to be more so now than he ever had been, "Oh when you are on top backwards. Ride a guy and have your back to him. When you lean forward it's good for you and the guy." She smiled, it's like she should be taking notes, " Do you like the backdoor?" He laughed and she closed her eyes, trying to hide her embarrassment, "Well, actually I've never done that." She opened her eyes, "Really?" He nodded, "Really." He saw the look on her face, "And that's someting we're NOT doing." She frowned, "I thought that's something all guys wanted to do." He nodded, "Yeah probably but not with you...at least not now, you just started having sex. Take it slow." She smiled and snuggled closer to him, as his hands ran over her back and he placed soft kisses on her forehead she knew she made the right decision. ~The End~ First Time Home |
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