Everyone was sitting around listening to music and having a great time. Nick has been playing with the rest of the guys and people from the crew the entire time. It kind of makes me think he missed them all day. I smile as I watch him and Kevin wrestle in the water and turn to see Brian sit next to me,
"Hi." He smiles,
"Hi, how are you?" I nod and look around, I've always been somewhat uncomfortable around him, for whatever reason, even before I heard his wife's comment.
"So you and Nick huh?" I look over with him, what do I say? I wonder how he feels about it. My heart starts to beat faster and there is a lump in my throat. I simply look over and give a half smile then suddenly, thank goodness, Eric appears,
"Hey." I brighten up,
"Hi, how have you been?" I see Nick, Kristin and Kevin coming towards us,
"Alright." Kristin sits across from me,
"So, has everyone been enjoying the sights?" She was talking a little louder than usual, I can tell she was buzzed,
"I know Quinn has been enjoying the sight she's been seeing." I look down and turn the glass in my hands,
"What have you seen?" I frown out of nervousness at Brian's question,
"Um just, um." Kristin laughs and begins to talk in a high pitched voice,
"Oh God, oh God." Then her voice gets lower,
"Do you like that?" My eyes widen as I realize that sounds so familiar,
"I wanted you since the first time I saw you." Oh my God, that sounds like me and Nick from earlier today. Kevin walks over to cover Kristin's mouth and pulls her up,
"You're drunk dear." We can all hear them talking,
"I can't believe you said that." She squeals,
"What? It was a secret?" Everyone seems to get it except for Nick who shrugs,
"Hey, let's go for a swim." I look up and see he's looking at me and I jump up quickly, wanting to get out of the embarrassing situation. Once in the water he turns to me,
"Race you to those rocks over there." I nod and we race, of course he beats me by like a mile and I climb out and join him on the sand,
"You know what Kristin was talking about right?" He looks over at me and shakes his head with a frown,
"No, what?" I shake my head at his confusion,
"Nick, that was us when we were having sex." He lies back and places his arms behind his head,
"Nah, no way." We are away from all the brights lights where the group is hanging out. Looking at him under the moonlight made me want him more than worrying about if he understood I was right and I climb on top of him and begin to kiss him on his neck. His hands fall on my back and I sit up slightly and place my hands on the sand. My body begins to grind into him and he smirks at me,
"Two years makes you wild huh?" I nod as I close my eyes and continue to grind into him, biting my lip,
"I thought you were sore?" I nod my head, my eyes remaining closed,
"I was but this feels good." He gasps when I apply more pressure and groans,
"Can we do more?" I lay beside him and he opens his mouth and allows my tongue inside as I slide my hand into his shorts. His breathing changes and I can tell he likes it as he sits up on his elbows and his face scrunches up.
"Hey Nick...Quinn where are you?" I look in the direction AJ's voice comes from and whisper to Nick,
"Answer him before he comes over." In a rattled voice he groans,
"I...can't." I smile, full of pride, at the affect my hand has on him,
"You sound like you're having a baby." AJ calls out again,
"You want me to stop so you can answer." He grabs my arm,
"NO...I mean, no. You answer him...please." I smile and call out,
"Yeah, what's up?"
"Where are you guys? Food's ready." I try to come up with something quick. As long as he stays at a distance he won't know what we're doing,
"We're about to swim back. We'll meet you there." I close my mouth over Nick and he screams out,
"Oh shit." I thought AJ was gone but Nick's exclamation must have caught his attention,
"Is everything alright?" I release him from my mouth long enough to tell him,
"You better answer because I'm not." He tried to quickly answer before I took him back in my mouth,
"Yeah, we'll...oh my...oh shit." I can see him walking towards us,
"Nick you alright man?" He tries to lift my head but I keep going,
"Uh yeah, I'm ok dude...just...we'll be there, we'll...you can go." Just as he finishes what was supposed to be a sentence he explodes in my mouth. I can�t believe I let him, I've never done that before. We're both sitting up just as AJ makes it over to us,
"Dude, are you ok?" I look up at him,
"He stepped on a rock, big baby." He nods and I stand up first and pull Nick up,
"We might as well walk back with you man." I roll my eyes and smile, I was hoping for a few more minutes of fun. Once we were near everyone Nick ran ahead leaving AJ and me behind,
"So were you two getting it on?" I look over and laugh at him,
"That's gross, Nick is like my little brother." He rolls his eyes,
"Whatever." We join the rest of the group with me trying to convince AJ that nothing is going on between me and Nick.
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