The radio interview was uneventful as usual and the only thing about the taping of The Tonight Show with Jay Leno was that Drew Barrymore was there and it was nice to see she was so down to Earth. If I have to deal with one more celebrity who believes all their press I'll scream. That's why I tend to stay away from them when I don't have to be around them, their attitudes can be downright disgusting. I know sometimes I take advantage of the status and lifestyle that being a celebrity has given me but I don't take it to the extreme. Some celebrities just take advantage of it a little too much.
"Hello, whenever you're ready Nick we'll keep going." I was tempted to sit on the floor with my legs crossed and see if that statement was true but why anger the Gods; everything has been going so well. I'm only allowed to act like a complete fool once in a while now that I have matured into a responsible adult,
"I'm ready, sorry." I turned just in time to see a very unfriendly look from Jessica. Jessica Misiano, the only dancer who's last name I knew. Why I knew that I don't know but I did and that was about all I knew even though I've slept with her more times than anyone else over the past couple of years. We first started sleeping together on our last tour and it was perfect. No dates, no romance, no lies because we both understood what we were to each other and that wasn't much. However, sometimes, every now and then, it seems different now. She still wasn't talking to me since the night she left my room. The only words she has bothered to utter to me are short responses and a lot of no's. I really don't know what her problem is with me. So I went out a couple of times to talk to a friend who needed me; it wasn't like we were dating and I was cheating on her or something. If I had done that to a guy he wouldn't have got all pissy. It's a girl thing; they take everything so damn personal even when it has nothing to do with them. She knows what we are and the fact that I wasn't watching a movie with her shouldn't matter.
This is ridiculous she won't even look at me. I grabbed her arm as she walked by me, wiping the sweat from her face with a towel,
"Jess, let me talk to you for a minute." She sighed and looked at one of the other dancers,
"I'll catch up with you." We waited for her to leave and once we had a bit of privacy she looked at me,
"Yeah?" Why this has to be so complicated I don't know,
"How long are you going to be mad?" She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. The most defensive posture you could make,
"You ignored me." I have to keep telling myself not to get angry but it's hard,
"I didn't mean to; some stuff was going on." Why am I even doing this? Do I really owe her any explanations? Was it really that big of a deal?
"Look, I know you don't really owe me anything. We aren't dating but you can at least respect me while you're with me." I don't think I disrespected her. I mean, I guess I was a bit rude but disrespectful is being a little dramatic if you ask me,
"Ok, ok, I'm sorry. I never meant to disrespect you. I wasn't trying to do that. I'm sorry I made you feel like that." She nodded,
"Alright." Out of the corner of my eye I could see AJ and it reminded me of our plans that night,
"Some of us are going out to get something to eat and whatever. You going?" She shrugged,
"I might." That was a lame excuse of trying to play hard to get but I let her have it.
"Ok, let me know. I hope you go." Of course, I walked off first because she was trying to get every moment she could. That was it, the sign, I know for sure now. Whether or not she wanted to she has fallen for me and I don't know how I'm going to get out of this one without more drama because even though I should I can't stop, the sex is too good.
AJ, Howie, a few of the dancers and I were all at some deli that some of the 50s actors and actresses used to frequent. It was a cool enough place with the old style jukebox, autographed pictures and old newspapers on the wall. The evening so far has been going well and Jessica has even dropped her attitude with me completely. AJ leaned over and whispered in my ear,
"You and Jessica look like a couple." I looked over at him and shrugged,
"Yeah, if you say so." He shook his head,
"Back to your old ways huh?" What was that supposed to mean? Back to my old ways? I haven't done anything and she and I were both adults who knew what we were getting into. It's not like I was doing something wrong. I was having sex with someone who was old enough and wanted it just as much as I did. Maybe it was mind working overtime but he made it seem like I was doing something wrong. Before I could say anything the waitress came up to the table and placed my ice cream before me,
"Anything for anyone else?" They all shook their heads and I placed my spoon in my vanilla ice cream,
"Just plain vanilla? Kind of boring Nick." I shrugged at April,
"I'm a plain kind of guy." With that, Jessica ran her hand up and down my thigh, making sure to give it a little squeeze. Yeah, I know I smiled as I look at her. I may like my ice cream plain but other things were definitely not so dull and boring. I have a feeling I wasn't going to be in my bed alone tonight.
Going to a club as a celebrity surely has its benefits. What velvet rope? Dress code? What dress code? There was a no sneakers and jeans policy but when you�re a Backstreet Boy and the owner�s daughters love you so much that you have an open invitation to do whatever whenever silly things like clothes don�t seem to matter. I was sipping on my third drink watching Jessica put on a little show for me near the table when Howie leaned into me,
�Don�t get carried away with the drinks Nicky. Show tomorrow.� No Howie, I had no damn idea that we had a show tomorrow.
�Ok, I won�t.� You have to choose the battles worth fighting. That wasn�t worth getting worked up over so I let it go besides watching Jessica was a lot more fun and I was getting worked up.
�D, I�m out of here.� He frowned,
�Where are you going?� Only AJ knew about Jessica. It was an unwritten rule that we wouldn�t mess around with any more of our dancers but sometimes temptation is a hard bitch to conquer.
�Back to the hotel. I need to rest up anyway.� He nodded and I pulled Jessica�s hand as I walked past her with Carl right behind me.
We made it back to my room and her clothes were off instantly,
�So, you�re not mad at me anymore?� She shook her head as she struggled with my jeans,
�Nope, water under the bridge.� She kissed me briefly and practically spoke into my mouth,
�This is more fun anyway.� As I stripped down she lay on the bed and waited for me running her hands over her body, making me rush because I wanted those to be my hands. Once we were both naked I joined her on the bed pushed her legs apart and slid my finger inside of her. She was, as always, more than ready and moaned as my fingers easily began to slide in and out of her. I watched her wiggle, lick her lips, bite her bottom lip and close her eyes all the while moaning about how good I was making her feel. Nothing turns a man on more than a vocal woman. It makes him feel good. And the better I feel, the more it makes me want to please a woman.
Chapter 63
Stranger Than Fiction
Stories
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