�Come on baby.� She smiled up at him and took him into her mouth. He exhaled deeply and tightened his grip on her. She continued to slide him in and out of her mouth as she looked up at him. His head has fallen back and his fingers were now tangled in her hair.
Shit, he thought, she was so good at this but he wanted her. He pulled her up and she looked a little shocked. He smiled and winked at her,
�Sorry baby, I want you.� She smiled as she ended up on her back with her leg wrapped around his waist. His eyes closed involuntarily as he entered her and his head fell into the crook of her neck. He sucked on her neck and moaned as her hands ran up and down his back. This was definitely not going to last long. Every time he entered her the sounds of her moans, groans and deep breaths drove him crazy and only wanted to make him go faster. He shook his head; I am really going to miss this.
She smiled, it was a lost cause, he was too excited. It didn�t matter, she was enjoying every moment and there would be plenty more days and nights in bed. Especially, in the next few days, she thought. Her eyes rolled as he reached down and began to rub her. She moaned and before she could think straight she began to scream and she exploded. She lay there breathing hard, trying to recover through her bouts of shaking and before she knew it she felt tears roll down her face. He lost his battle soon after and she held onto him as he began to shake in her arms. She rubbed her hands up and down his back until he rolled off of her. He laughed,
�Wow, I�m going to miss th-�
�I�m so glad we worked it out.� She looked over at him,
�What?�
What did she just say? Glad we worked it out? Oh no, she thought we were back together? I never said that. Nothing had changed. I mean, she took her clothes off and stood in front of me, what was I supposed to do? Say no? I thought she just wanted one last�. I looked over at her as tears ran down her face,
�I�I didn�t know you thought anything had changed.� She shook her head and wrapped herself in the blanket,
�We just had sex. What do you mean you didn�t know I thought anything had changed?� Geez, its not my fault, he thought, maybe had you kept your clothes on,
�Nothing happened. One minute you were yelling at me the next you were taking off your clothes. I thought you just wanted one last f� She began to scream,
�One last what? One last fuck Nick? God, how could you do this?� He tried to wipe the tears from her eyes and she pushed his hand away,
�Look, don�t get mad at me. You are the one who took your clothes off. I didn�t force you and it wasn�t my idea. It was all you. Nothing changed; you didn�t say anything about wanting to try again you just got naked. I can�t read your damn mind. Don�t blame this on me. This was your fuck up.�
She sat there and watched as he got up, grabbed his clothes and walked into the bathroom. She lay back and cried harder than she had when they first ended it. It was her fault. She was the one who took off her clothes. Shouldn�t he have known that she wanted to stay together? No, he was right. He�s not a mind reader. I should have just told him what I wanted. Neither of us ever said we wanted another chance. I didn�t and he definitely didn�t. She lay in the bed curled up, gripping her pillow as he walked out of the bathroom and picked up his suitcase and duffel bag. She covered her face with the pillow and started to cry.
Come on don�t do this to me. Once he heard her cry he looked over and saw her curled up like a child crying into her pillow. He looked up at the ceiling, I need to get away, and I need to think this through, he thought. I don�t know if I want to be with anyone right now. Maybe, I�ll go away and realize that I really do want to be with her. Hopefully, if he wanted her back, she would still be there and she would want him too. Why are we doing this? Why am I leaving? I know what she wants and she knows I didn�t mean any harm. He shook his head and turned to look at her. I have a feeling there�s even more that we DIDN�T talk about he sighed as he walked out.
�No, please.� she whispered as he walked out the bedroom door. She listened as he walked down the stairs. No, no way, he can�t leave her. He wouldn�t, she thought. He loves me, he needs me, she thought. She made him feel like no one else, he told had told her that before. She stroked his ego when he needed it and kicked him in the butt when he needed that too. No one had given him that balance before. No one spoiled him like she did either; she knew that because he told her that too. What happened to being the only woman he had ever dated? That everyone before her was a girl. What the hell happened? He did make her happy at one point. She loved him, she needed him, she wanted him. She sighed,
�You love me just as much as I love you. I know it.� Just as she ended her sentence, the door closed and he left.
~The End~
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