She walked up the stairs to her apartment and grabbed her chest when she saw him sitting on the steps outside her apartment door,
�Nick, you scared the hell out of me�what are you doing here?� He shrugged,
�I wanted to see you.� She looked at her watch,
�It�s two in the morning�how long have you been sitting here?� He stood up as she walked the stairs and began to unlock the door,
�About twenty minutes.� She held the door open as she walked in,
�What do you want?� He walked up to her, cupped her face and kissed her. She broke the kiss by turning her face,
�Nick, don�t�I can�t, you know that.� He turned her face towards him,
�I don�t care�I want you.� He leaned down and kissed her; she fought it at first and his hands slid down and grabbed her arms and pinned them to her body as he walked her back to the bedroom. She pulled away,
�Would you want me to cheat on you? Come on Nick, you know me, you know I can�t do this.� He walked over to her and ran his finger down her arm and watched as she shivered,
�Does he make you do that when he touches you?� He turned her around so she was facing the mirror. She watched as his hands slid up her thighs and raised her skirt; he began to kiss on her neck and her head fell back on his shoulder as her eyes closed.
�Nick, I can�t.� He whispered into her ear,
�Yes you can, you want to...you�re right Shayna, I do know you, and if you didn�t want to you would have kicked me out by now.� She whined,
�It�s wrong.� She shook her head, this is so wrong, I have never cheated on anyone, she thought. He unzipped her skirt and he pulled it down and walked her over to the bed,
�Baby, does he make you feel the way I did?� The truth was she and Bill had yet to get past kisses and a heavy petting but that wasn�t something she was going to admit to Nick. She simply continued to moan, she tried hard to fight them but they seemed to be beyond her control. He licked her neck,
�Shayna, come on.� He turned her to face him and kissed her, her mouth opened this time and his tongue slipped inside and she moaned as she wrapped her arms around him for the first time since they had started. He pulled back and watched as she captured her breath,
�When he kisses you does he take your breath away like you said I do?� She looked down and he grabbed her face and held it in his hands,
�Does he?� he asked aggressively. She shook her head and whispered,
�No.�
�Don�t you miss me? Don�t you want to feel like that again? Don�t tell me you didn�t enjoy being with me.� He pulled her top off and then her bra; he led her to the bed where he pulled off her underwear and she lay there naked with her eyes closed. She could hear him take in a breath,
�Oh my God, I missed you.� She opened her eyes to see him taking off his clothes and she shook her head as he leaned over her. His arms were planted on either side of her. She looked up at him and the way the moonlight lit his face made him totally irresistible; she placed her hand on his face and smiled. He leaned down and kissed her before he slid down her body and placed kisses along the way. He looked up to see her eagerly anticipating his next move,
�Guess you miss this too huh?� She groaned and pushed his head down,
�Quit teasing me come on.� He smirked,
�Say it.� She looked at him with annoyance,
�What?� He continued to smirk at her; he was enjoying this too much she thought,
�What you want me to do�say it.� Her head fell back,
�Nick please, come on.�
�What? All you have to do is say it Shayna. Come on, what do you want�let me hear you say it.� She lifted her head and looked down at him,
�Lick me, I want you to lick me please.� Her stomach dropped and her eyes snapped shut as his tongue licked over her. As he continued to lick her she began to squirm and he placed her thighs over his shoulder and gripped them so she couldn�t move. Her hands were tangled in his hair and she began to moan a little louder; she tried to stifle her moans, they didn�t have the privacy at her small apartment like they had at his house. She screamed out when she felt his tongue glide inside of her, then he began to slide his tongue in and out of her quickly,
�Nick�Nick�Nick� She looked down at him but she knew he understood her well enough to know he didn�t need to answer. She began to shake and her eyes began to water from the intensity. He slid back up her body and stopped at her breast and flicked over her nipple back and forth with his tongue. He reached down and two of his fingers slid in and out of her and her body began to work with his fingers. She hadn�t felt like this in a long time. He began to kiss on her neck and she couldn�t take it anymore,
�Please Nick.� She grabbed his face and pulled it up to hers,
�Fuck me.� He kissed her and pulled away and looked in her eyes as he slowly entered her. They both moaned and closed their eyes as they settled into their usual positions. His head fell to her neck and her hands were on his back. She missed being with him like this so much, everything felt so right as he thrust in and out of her, and it was like they had never stopped being together. She touched the side of his head,
�I want to look at you.� He lifted his head and as they made love they looked into each other�s eyes,
�I love you Shayna.� She held his face in her hands and smiled; she didn�t know what to say, she had waited so long to hear him say that again, and for him to say it now, while making her feel like this seemed so unreal.
�I�I love you too.� she nodded as she whispered. She didn�t know how much she really missed him until she felt him inside of her.
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