Shayna was in the pantry looking for something to munch on when she heard a voice,
"I don't know Emily. He wants me to do it but I don't know." It was Leslie, they must be back from shopping,
"I don't know, you did it was it bad? I mean, what was is like?" Oh my God, please don't be talking about sex. Nick would flip out. Hell, she wasn't thrilled about the idea herself.
"I know it's not sex but it's still-" If she's talking about oral sex Shayna was going to pass out,
"What...what does it taste like?" No, no, no. She hated to listen to her conversation but she didn't want Leslie to be embarrassed that she heard her talking about such a private thing. She held her breath as Leslie's voice became louder,
"I guess it's no big deal. Maybe tonight. Ok, I'll talk to you later girl." Shayna listened to the refrigerator open and close and when she no longer heard any movement she stepped out of the pantry and soon locked eyes with Leslie who was sipping on a glass of water,
"Um hi." Leslie's eyes were wide and her discomfort was apparent,
"Look, I was just looking for....I didn't mean to." Shayna's hands were flying all over the place as she tried to diffuse the awkward situation,
"So, I guess you heard all that." She nodded and walked over to Leslie,
"Yeah, sorry. But if I could just say-" She waited for some type of signal from Leslie that it was ok to proceed. Once she nodded her head, along with the obligatory overdramatic teenage sigh Shayna sat on the stool,
"Leslie, oral sex is the same as sex. I mean, one is really no better than the other. If he's pressuring you don't think oral is going to be enough. It'll just lead to other things. Besides, you guys are young." Leslie rolled her eyes and nodded her head signaling she's heard these words before,
"If we both want to and we're careful it's no big deal. Besides, it's just oral sex it's not really sex." Shayna shook her head,
"It's sex, you can get a sexually transmitted disease from it. Besides Leslie, to just give someone oral sex, it's a little cheap don't you think? It's like being used. What do you get from it?" Leslie shook her head slowly but never said anything. Shayna asked,
"What?" Leslie rolled her eyes and Shayna sighed. She was really getting tired of those eyes and that sigh. She was worse than BJ and Angel combined when it came to that,
"So Nick used you when you gave him a blowjob in here earlier?" Shayna almost choked and had to take a moment for she could respond. How in the hell did she know that? If Nick told her that she would kill him,
"What...how did you know that? I thought you guys were gone?" Leslie shook her head,
"No, I was around. I came in and there you guys were. So, why should you do it and it's wrong for me?" Shayna didn't want to explain her sex life with Nick to his little sister,
"It's different Leslie. Nick and I are together." Leslie shook her head,
"No, my boyfriend and I are together. You and Nick broke up." Score one for the kid. She was right on that matter,
"So, if anyone should be doing it, it's me not you." Shayna was regretting getting involved in this,
"Ok, you're kind of right about that but Nick and I have a long history, we're adults. He loves me and I love him. We're in a weird spot right now, but Nick and I respect each other." She couldn't believe she was justifying herself to a teenager but she put herself in this situation by trying to dish out advice,
"Nick and I have a two way street when it comes to being intimate." Leslie put her hands to her ears,
"I so don't need to know this." Shayna smiled, she wasn't trying to say anything too private but she wanted to explain her relationship with Leslie. But the more she thought the more she figured someone needed to explain it to her,
"Leslie, just take your time and don't do it. Sex adds a lot of stress to a relationship. And trust me, once you do a little he's going to want more, no matter what he says." Leslie stood there but the conversation was over regardless of whatever else they wanted to say as they watched Nick enter the kitchen,
"Hey girl, where you been?" Leslie shrugged,
"Nowhere special." She grabbed a bag of chips and headed out of the kitchen. There was no way she was going to tell Nick his little sister saw them and not a chance in hell she was going to tell him about her predicament with her boyfriend,
"What do you want to do, I'm bored." He shook his head,
"Nothing, I'm tired. Let's go to sleep." She rolled her eyes and frowned,
"No Nick. Come on, let's do something." He nodded then called out to Leslie,
"Leslie, come here." They waited until she made her way to the doorway,
"Get ready, we're going out on the boat. We're leaving in five minutes." Leslie looked over at Shayna who gave her a slight shrug. Nick looked over at her,
"You too. Five minutes." She nodded as she went to change into her bikini and gather a few things,
"Make it ten so I can pack something to eat." She thought back to Leslie's words about her and Nick's relationship or whatever it was and she knew she had to make Nick decide, he couldn't have it both ways. Hell, she had to make a decision too.
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