Like a thunder from the clear sky...
"Let's talk about sex baby,let's talk about you and me,let's talk all the good and the bad things that may be,let's talk about sex"SALT 'N PEPPER:LET'S TALK ABOUT SEX
I met a girl two or three weeks ago and after some time I liked her.She is smart,decent,diligent and from same profession as me.She is also very reliable person with which I can share (pretty much same) thougts.After one week I told her my newborn feelings and my desire on indirect,diplomatic (female's) way.She laughed and said to me nothing.She avoided to tell me the true which I become aware one week later(Man are stupid,they always need much more time to figure out ).She was interested to stay my friend(just a friend,not a girlfriend) but I refused.I broke up our relationship.
Couple days ago,I found out some half-naked pictures ofa beatifull Russian girl on Internet.Age about 20 (couple years more or less),slim and smouth body,blondie,in short skirt and lined T-shirt(synthetic material probably).Picures were taken in a ordinary room on wedding bed,very cheap production(Just shots,without processing),from non-profesional photographer.But that challenging body ,that young skin and stoutness's attracted my attention.I was nail up by computer and I was looking and looking ,again.I wanted to touch that body,to feel beneath my fingers (and rest of my body too),to smell the heat of her skin.She was pure and natural,without make-up and without other artificial increasing of beauty and my reactions were with same quality(natural of course).
Sexual impulse is strongest starting force in life.Without proper fuel you can't stir up the love flame.Without it there are no love,no"making love",no kids,no "reproduction",no life at all.Intelectual view and analyses deepest secret of humanity falls into the water before pure and natural instict.You can not foul-around mother nature even when you think best for yourself.(One windy day with dark clouds and rain is responsible for this BLOG entry)