it's not like we're too good or too fucking elitist to play that show...it's just between walls. luke never tells me when or where or anything about our shows until two days before half the time. then if i try to tell him about OUR shows he gets all mad. josh too. i guess i'm too weak to stand up to anybody. my heart's not into anything anymore. why bother. see you tom,orrow. i gotta go..i'm sorry. i'
m sorry.......... i'm happy for the dead end guys. i feel like i screwed em over and they'll never forgive me. i'm worthless. thats' really how i feel. i don;t know. see you tomorrow. i'm gonna go smoke a cigarrette.
jake