korleen...wow....i really am confused.
bob....godammit .....
he makes me mad.
(hovering live chorus here)
hey. june 8th is the date of the emerson
show for sure. i'm pretty sure it's during the day.
if you guys wanna jam this week, let me know.
i can;t help trying to make some new songs. new songs are
magical. fresh. rich. like eggnog.
i still like the other ones...and i still wanna play with you guys.
i can;t say it enough to bobby apparently.
ripping into the chorus of any of our songs is one of the only real
times
i feel good. i don;t know what bob;s deal is. i've always done what
i
can
as far as getting us shows and promoting us, everybody knows about
usdown here..
but it's tough
when he's got all the cds and always seems to forget them.
especially when i burned most of em and put em together.
i don;t exactly have alot of money
to throw around right now. but that's my fault.
whatever i'm not mad at you guys....
then there's dan hunter. and all the stupid competetion in syracuse.
i don;t know. if i ever said 'we suck' i was just trying not
to let us
get a big head. there's a few bands down here that just make me sick.
they totally have an attidtude. they play every syracuse show and sell
their 5 song demo recorded at some fancy place for $10 and if i try
to talk to em they're too cool for me. i'm invisble. they're wearing
la
guns
t shirts and fancy dress pants and stage makeup and they've been
together for two
months. the lead guitar player is the boyfriend of the girl singer
who
can;t sing
at all, but they're on tour with garrison (one of my favorite bands).
perfect
hair. perfect smile. GQ fucking sunglasses. $900 guitar. $1200 stack.
talentless peices of crap.
gawd. that's what i don;t want us to be. cocky crappy jerks.
well. i guess it's almost as bad as jealous jerks. like me.
CHAPTER 2...
Redefining Pete
It all began when he made 'the face' in the mirror at age 3.
i don;t know.
i'll talk to you later
jake
write me an appendix.
or a brain.