Bergen. A. Villegas
here is a mini self written biography or would it be autobiography .. whatever.
i was born on august 11th, 1986 to two messed up hardcore jesus lovers/hypocrites
who are named jimmy and connie. my childhood wasn't too bad. i grew up in the church
where i learned that if i ever sinned i would be eternally fucked up. what made everything
so much better was that i was attending a christian private school. wow. i loved it there,
i was a good little christian girl. i prayed when i needed to, sang about how much jesus
loved me, and coloured my little heart out. it was basically like sunday school but with math.
elementary is really a blur. i don't remember much, just hating my peers. i was a loner
a lot growing up. i would have a few really close friends that i would really hate secretly.
jr. high was when i started to sprout. i first began to question my belief's at the end in
8th grade. but nothing really happened till 9th. 9th grade i started to discover other lifestyles.
i wasn't into drugs, or alcohol. i started to listen to music, and take in what i heard. by the end
of 9th grade kid's started calling me goth, or freak. i had no idea what any of that was.
but, i didn't mind it, because i didn't look like anyone else. 10th grade rolled around and
i was an atheist. first hour i had bible class and i was sit and be preached constantly about
how god punishes and kills. it was complete bullshit to me. 10th grade i started to stopped listening
to a lot of your modern rock. i got more into a lot of british music. i was in heaven. i turned
anglophile then. hooray. i had found a small meaning in life. it was to fuck graham coxon,
no wait. well, it was something i had wanted to do. at the end of 10th grade i decided i could
not come back to hell - christian school-. so i decided to be home schooled for the remainder of
my highschool life. it started out good, i was doing pretty good. but sadly enough, i missed the
social interaction. so, middle of my junior year i signed up for public schooling. i had never
even stepped into a public high school before and i was horrified. but here i am now.
i am a senior at adrian public high school. this is my last year. i don't hate it as much as i used to.
no one really bothers me. i have a few friends whom i say hello to. i still have a few friends
at my old school as well. but to be really honest, i have no one to connect with. i always felt
like that. so instead of hanging out with loads of people, i come home and read.
i do hang out with a small group once in awhile but i always feel like the idiot of the group.
now that everyone will probably leave me but this time next year, i'm scared but happy
that i won't have to see people that i pretended to be friends with. so twelve years
of a private school can really kill someone inside.
i'm a great individual. i'm really funny, i love to watch movies and argue
about music. i like shopping and reading. my favourite movies
are Annie Hall, Amélie, se7en, A clockwork orange and Ferris Bueller's day off.
i really enjoy brit-pop. i'm a fanatic about british culture. blur, idlewild, the smiths,
coldplay, radiohead, the manic street preachers, oasis, etc.
i reside in michigan, and i do like my town, sometimes.
next year i plan on attending a junior college for a year, then after that
i hopefully will be attending berklee college of music, in boston and i would like
to be a choir teacher when i finally grow up.
i hope this didn't bore anyone.