| TODAY IS THE TOMMORROW WE WORRIED ABOUT YESTERDAY |
| have you ever wondered who you cant really trust....its like those spy movies where they always tell him not to trust anyone. well of coarse the spy ends up trusting the wrong person and they get stabbed in the back.... well real life is kinda like that. I mean...who can we really trust? there were some people that i thought i could trust....and they ended up just like in the spy movies stabbing me in the back....it just never occured to me before today that there were so few people that i can trust. some of my closest friends i cant even trust. thats not very comforting at all that these people that you consider great friends and would risk your life for, are not to be trusted. if thats not the most confusing thing in the world.... |
| the hatboro parade was today....i just remembered how much i hate parades with the fire of a thousand suns.....they really are one of the worst things i can possibly imagine...it was bad enough that my mom made me sit through them as a child...i mean jesus christ after the first 15 fire trucks you just want to go somewhere far away and start a fire so they have to leave....and why do we need to see every cub scout , girl scout , and boy scout troop in the bux count area....then theres the old people who are in german clubs and stuff thats pretty sweet cause they usually do dances and stuff but after like 5 that...like everything else gets old. then theres the clowns..by this time of the parade you just want to leave..ok ive sat through 30 fire trucks...700 scouts of some kind, 13 groups of dancing old people....die clown die...let me go home...then theres just so much other pointless stuff like cars with different people in them and just dumb dumb things that noone really cares about.. .i had the pleasure for the last 4 years to be in the marching band.....yay. so for the last four years we have had to march in this parade. first off marching at parades just blows because of all the reasons i stated above but if they werent bad enough...lets just add marching up hill with instruments for 30 minutes playing , jolly old saint nick...gingle bells, and other christmas stuff all thrown into one helacious mix of death... and playing it over and over again for all of the people. its the same song every year....and every year all of the people are sitting there clapping along with us...and half of them are little bastardly kids that are throwing stink bombs and those little white sperm-like things that blow up on contact with anything....so thats been my last four years...people laughing at me because im in the marching band...throwning shit at us and having to be at a god damn parade.... this year wasnt to bad but its normally sub zero temperatures so take everything i said above and add freezing your ass off to the equation... i hate parades...i hate watching....i hate being in ...i hate the concept....and get this its a christmas parade....today is the 24th of november....its november...and were having a christmas parade. chrstmas is a monthand a day away... they could atleast waited untill december... it might just be christmas that i hate....yeah its a really kick ass time full of giving and love and snowcovered trees and all that great stuff...its over all a really awesome time and experience...and thats exactly how it is when you are young...but when you get older like everything else it starts to suck...instead of having fun and doing christmas stuff your stuck wondering how your going to get money to buy people stuff....the home made picture frames wont cut it anymore...so between that problem and people shoving religion down my throat i've come to hate chrstmas....i never really did like church..none of it made sense to me...i dont want to really talk about it because ive done that and it just doesnt accomplish anything... and i dont want to offend anyone but, i hate it when my parents make me go to church on christmas night...most of the time its the 11 p.m.. one so not only am i tired as hell but im pissed cause i have to be there singing and stand up and sit down all the time. and then theres all of the toy companies and comercials that just never end...there all like yeah....its the perfect christmas present....yeah...not really. and then theres my mother....i love the woman but shes a total christmas addict. she is the person thats always listening to christmas music all the time...like were at the beach and shes sitting in her chair and all reading her book, listening to christmas music. yeah its always easy to shop for her cause hey, just get her a christmas cd and your set. but i cant stand it...a person can only take so much christmas music before they snap...tonight we were driving in the car...and she found this radio station that from now untill christmas day is only playing christmas music.....i wanted to rip the damn radio out of the car...and now she has all of the radios in our house set to that channel...i feel like shooting myself in the head. and shes all into everything about it...so when we get our tree shes all hardcore like "yeah christmas is here...and we need to decorate" she has so much christmas stuff...and of coarse im the one who has to put it up....the whole tree gettting experience used to be cool, we would go to one of those tree places where you would cut your own tree and stuff...but now we just go down the street to the baseball fields.....well if that isnt fun...gee... and then she makes me go to church...which i realize once a year isnt all that bad (she wants me to go more but is cool about me not going cause i dont like it) so i go....and she trys to make it seem so fun...and its not...church sucks (no offence to anyone it would offend) she trys to get me into singing about god and jesus and stuff...i hate singing about that stuff.....and she forces it on me...i hate it.... and shes all into santa...hes a cool cat i guess and the concept is really cool, and its pretty sweet if you think about it....but im not even joking when i say i think she still thinks hes real....like shell say to me sometimes ....you better not do that santa might be watching...and shes serious its great. and she always say stuff like "you have to believe to recieve" i love her so much...but come on....i know she means well but i swear to got if i hear pery como sing "chestnuts roasting on an open fire" im going to break something. that is why i hate christmas...it used to be great...and the concept is still great...but its not the same as it was when i was young...it sucks i hate growing up.... |
| the word of the day is CATTYWHOMPUS not only does it mean "not straight" but its also a town somewhere in the north-west part of america |