| (: SMILE :) |
| I was thinking how cool it is to have friends that can always make you smile. When I�m not to happy or I�m tired or whatever and I don�t feel like doing what I have to do there always seems to be someone there with a smile or a joke or just something to make you laugh. Most of the time when I go to band I really don�t feel like being there for one reason or another. Then it happens someone like gelosi comes out of nowhere and says something funny or does something dumb that just makes me laugh and forget about why I�m mad It�s great that one person can make my day that much better just by making me smile or laugh. They had no idea what they had done but just made my night better just like that. I find that more and more of my friends do it to. I haven�t been in the best mood lately and my friends just help me out so much just by telling jokes and getting my mind off the subject. Another thing that kicks is friends that you can talk to for hours about nothing important and still have fun. Like alli, we were talking on the bus tonight and we were talking about stupid stuff like braces and friends and dumb stuff that we normally wouldnt talk about but it was cool. We can talk about the stupidest things and we still can talk for hours and not even get bored. Its just like that conversation has such a positive and happy tone to it that no matter what were talking about its fun and intresting. We seem to have alot of funny stories too. And if we do talk about serious things its not like regular conversations. We can see both sides of the story and we dont pass biased opinions and its just really deep and intresting to have such an intelectual conversation about serious and stupid things alike. We see the good and the bad and its like a constant debate where were trying to persuade the other person to come to our side. I want to dedicate this page to lauren, your the best soda pimp ever and giving the best back rubs ever. Thanks for being there for me and always being able to make me smile :) |
| You know, smiles are a weird thing. There are so many different smiles that a person can have. First of all theres that fake, counterfiet, smile that i always have on. Tricking you all into thinking that theres nothing wrong and that i am happy when i am unbelievealby misrible. You know the one im talking about. Then theres the real thing. Lately i've been trying out my real smile. It was good but the only bad thing is that you have to be happy to use that one. Well i dont think youll be seeing my real smile for a while... to much stress + everything going wrong + life being a bitch in general = that fake smile that your used to seeing on my face. Well all of these things are back in my life so back to the fake smile. Hope you liked the real one while it was there. |