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| Hey, check out this hot background i got from topgun.com. Yeah thats my favorite movie. Its been since i was like 5, i wanted to be a piolet becasue of that mvie and thats still a lingering thought. I used to have all of the patches and the hat and i would walk around with my motorcycle helmet on when i was on the swings when i was little pertending i was maveric. Yeah those were the good old days when there were no worries in the world. Those were the days... |
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| Like i was saying above, the good old days. I got this email from lauren or somebody and it was saying to think back before apple and mac and guns and crack.. (insert other rhymes here) and it really made you think . And anyway it really made you think of how cool things used to be when you were young and stuff. It talked about how instead of fist fighting now a days all disputes were straightened out by " do overs" and "rock, scissor, paper shoot" Nothing seemed to be really complex when you were a little kid either. Every thing was easy and fun. take school for example, i remember coming home and having no homework (and if i did it was like 2 minutes) and then i would ride my bike or go play with friends all day untill dinner. the days of kickball at recess and arts and crafts. there long gone now and i miss them. The email was pretty much just to make people remember the fun times and i wasnt really in a good mood at the time at i couldnt help but smile. Its just one of those things that no matter how many times you read it you just smile. It contined on for a page and a half of just cool things from childhood and at the end it says to pass it on to your friends who need a brake from their grown up lives "i double dog dare you" It was one of the few emails that i have actually saved and it just brings back fond memories from the past. The good old days, when i could walk around with a motorcycle helmet on and pertend im maveric and it was fun. I didnt care what people thought i was having fun and that was all that mattered. Now its all image and everythings complex, theres no more motorcycle helmets, no more kickball, only fist fighting and insults. Honestly i would give almost anything to go back to those days. yeah if anyone wants that email me. Ill always have it and thanks lauren for makeing me remember Yeah.... the good old days..... : ) |
| The other thing that i was thinking about was how i have started to write. I mean before high school i hated to write and never did if i could. But i guess all of the thinking that is going on in my head needed a way out. I remember actually starting to write on a piece of paper one night. I was writing about a relationship i was in and everything that had gone wrong. I decided that i didnt like my webpage anyways so i kinda just made my first page. These thoughs,troubles,ponders and such have formed the pages you are reading now... yeah thats kinda scary... Another thing thats kinda spooky is that even writing on this page is almost... not even enough to vent. For examples there is alot of stuff i can write about on my pages and i still havnt figured out most if it. And then theres stuff is either going to offend someone or just let my true feelings out. So for the last few weeks i have been writing lyrics. I just kinda got bored and had alot on my mind the one night and i decided to write. It wasnt gonna be a good page so i tried to turn it into lyrics. Yeah so now i have a new hobby. So i find myself constantly looking for a piece of paper to jot stuff down on. Its just wierd how within a years time i could have totally turned around and started expressing myself in new ways and trying new ways to show my emotions. People tell me that my lyrics are good, it doesnt matter much, if people like them and use them great, if not well i still like them and it helps me vent so either way its all good. Yeah well the page is almost full so ill have to bid you fairwell for now... OH YEAH, hey nicole :) i figured it was only right to dedicate a page to you seeing as how your the best and your the love of my life and i cant live without you and all so ... I want to dedicate this page to nicole/shorty/love of my life, Nicole i love you and your a great person and im glad were better friends now :) |
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