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| Yeah, this is one of those pages where im just starting with no real thoughs in mind so stick with me ......or dont ...whatever doesnt really matter to me...im prolly the only one really reading this....yeah so anyway...i woke up out of this crazy dream last night....i dont really remember anything about it but i remember seeing my ones friend face and being really scared for some reason.....like not ah...your ugly scared but scared like i would never see them again...and then i woke up in a cold sweat......yeah its real creepy, cause i dont dream anymore...and when i do...there normally not that wierd....but yeah this one was really bad...like i was up ever since 3 this morning cause i couldnt get over it.....i was really scared....and now i dont remember it....which is real wierd too.... so i guess this will be a page about dreams....so yeah....dreams are a pretty damn wierd concept if you think about it. They come out of nowhere, you only have them sometimes and there just totally random. How sweet is that....., and you kind of have control, it feels like your really there. But at the same time you have no control. I like them, i wonder what brings them on though...and why we only have them sometimes. Some people say stuff like "we dream about what we want" and i dont think they are right....maybe sometimes thats how it works...but when you wake up after a dream like that...well its defenately not what i wanted....so that killed that theory. Some people say its what were thinking about before we go to sleep, and yeah that might have some effect on what you dream about but what about the totally random ones. I dont think ive ever thought about shoveling snow at the golf coarse across the street from the high school before...and i defenately just had that dream...i dont know...i like dreaming though its good stuff. I want to get those books that they have our...and there ones that evidently can tell you what your dreams really about. Like you look up the things in your dream, like snow would be in mine, and it would have some defenition like "snow shoveling represents the obligation to fellow man brought on by certain instances...and yeah...random stuff, and my freind had one...and even if they dont work...theyve gotta be good for a laugh. maybe i had the wierd dream cause i drank tea.....i dont drink tea at all, i dont really like it...its whatever, but yeah i never drink it, and i did last night cause i was bored, and then i had a crazy dream....ill have to try it tonight and see what happens...hopefully more dreams to come, cause that would be cool if i had dreams because of tea. yeah so into this tea thing, i never drink tea, and i was on this bus ride, and my friend (whos russian, leon) was passing around commie tea....that his mother makes from a secret recipe passed down through generations and its all secret and stuff...so i had some, cause who knows when youll ever have commie tea again, so i had some, and it was pretty good, so last night i finally badgered the recipe out of him (sorry not telling you, ill make you some if you want it though) and i made some, it was just like his ( think i added to much s.... "of one of the ingrediants though") but it was real good, so i think im gonna start drinking tea now.... maybe that will make me cool...and even if it doesnt im still gonna drink it every once in a while, cause i like it..... so his tea brough out the communist in me. so now im addiceted, so if you see me drinking ti ask for some, its real good. yeah... this page isnt done yet. its just lost my attention for the time being |