bored

Lately I�ve had more free time than I know what to do with. I have band all the time and
I never have free time but it�s weird. Today I had a whole day to do whatever I wanted
to do and I sat around the house doing nothing and being bored. It�s like the things that I used to love to do just got boring. And there isn�t even anything new and interesting to do. Normally with any free time off I would go out and ride my bike. I thought about it today and it just wasn�t appealing as it used to be. It�s just strange.

I actually sat around and tried to think of things that I could to with my free time and
nothing came to mind. I wasn�t even in the mood to watch TV. I thought about a AOL. I went on and there was no one on to talk to. It seemed like all of my good thoughts
were just as boring. I don�t know it�s just a really annoying thing when there�s nothing at all to do. I got the guitar tabs for "Out of reach" "San Dimas" and "hey kid" and I thought it would be cool to learn how to play that and like after ten minutes of sucking at playing the guitar I quit that. It just seemed like everyone was out or had something to do so I couldn�t even go do something with someone. Even music didn�t do anything for me today. Maybe I�m just in a bad mood because of everything that�s been going on and that�s why everything�s weird but it�s the first time that�s ever happened so?

Right now I�m so bored I am writing an entry here about how bored I am. Even now
there are people to talk to and it�s still boring. It�s just really weird. I tried reading and
everything and its just... Last night was fun we won. I am a poet and I didn�t even
know it. (You know what else is weird. Besides the fact I keep saying weird. That I've
been reading my horoscope a lot lately which is something I don�t do and it seems to
be happening right in front of my very eyes. Its actually coming true like today it said
something about not having much to do and that was dead on and then there was my
love life one and it was saying stuff about being upset about a recent breakup and
wanting it back how it was and that was right on and it�s just kind of spooky.

If anyone has any topics that they want to hear my opinion on email me because I�m
Bored. It�s kind of like I�ve had so much fun lately that its run out. Its not just today
either. It�s been lately. I find myself more and more just sitting thinking about what to
do. It seemed like since school started that I�m bored. school is boring too. they gave me a project and it sounded fun and interesting and I started it and it blew and it was boring also. The funniest thing in school is going home. And there�s nothing to do at home. I�m getting even more bored so I�m going to go find something fun to do

To stick with being bored out of my mind, i was thinking about pennies. I've come to the conclusion that they have no purpose. Really though. I can understand back in the day when you could get candy and stuff but today they serve no purpose. Like tax and gas and all the stuff that makes a difference with pennies, just round it up to the clostest nickel. I just think its dumb to have pennies when they serve no realy purpose anymore. They should totally do away with the penny and stop making them. When your walking on the street and you see a penny do you pick it up? Most of the time the answer is no. But if it was a nice shinny nickel you would pick it up wouldnt you ?? Like i though. Yeah a hundred pennies makes a dollar but who the hell wants to count a 100 pennies just to get a dollar? Yeah now im just rambeling so ill write more later

*** Horiscopes continued***

Ive been doin the whole bored thing again so i've been reading my horiscopes for the last like.. 3 weeks. And everyday it's almost exactly dead on. I know what your thinking.."they make them as simple as possible so that it applies to everyone" and you may be right but it goes farther than that for me. Like it said the one day that a writen letter will go further and be more successful than an email. But i didnt listen and i emailed my friend a peom i wrote for them. and i got no sucess what so ever. And there are always things that either have just happened or i had just been thinking about in them.

for example take today, i looked at my romantic horiscope and it read "If you are going to wait for that telephone call or that knock on the door, you may end up waiting a rather long time. If anything wonderful is going to happen in your love life, it must start with you. Make that phone call or pay that visit today." And none the less today, someone said they would call, and i waited, and waited and nothing happened so i called them... and then something else happened and we were gonna go out and i was waiting for a knock on the door and it never came. You prolly think that im making this up but seriously im not. and its like this all of the time. everyday i check it out and i dread the day when it says something bad but atleast i know in advance. I dont its just really wierd how every single day its 99% accurate..... crazy