biking

I've been thinking lately (way to much for my small brain) and I was thinking about
Biking and why I really do it. It's not like everything else like clothes and sports where
I�m just following the crowd I think that this is a lot different. I do this for multiple
reasons and none of which have to do with following the crowd. There really isn�t a
Biker crowd anyway. But as I was saying its more for me than anyone else. Its not
even the dream of going pro (like with all sports) its just different. First of all biking is a
creative outlet for me. I mean I can just ride around my block a few times or I can
Practice some of my tricks. Biking is one of the sports where you can do the same
Trick time after time or when you get bored you can mix it up and throw in a different
Trick or just add some more style.

Secondly it gets rid of most of my energy. I mean I can wake up in the morning
and not be tired and go outside and go to one of the many spots in Hatboro and just
Practice or ride around or try to destroy things and be there for 10 minutes and be
Soaked with sweat and just have to lay down because I have used up so much energy
that I can barely walk. I�m serious. Tonight my sister told me about this stuff called
RED BULL. It�s one of those natural energy drinks and me and my sister got one.
She drank hers and was bouncing off the walls and was talking at mach four and no one
could understand her. I drank mine and then went to ride. I felt this one rush of energy
and rode for like an hour straight no stopping. I came back and my sister is still
hyper and I'm all mellow now.

Next biking is a natural stress reliever. I can go out there totally stressed out
about a relationship (not mentioning any names) or my parents being gay or anything
at all and I just get on my bike and ride my stress away. I can go out really stressed
out and come back from riding and be totally rejuvenated and calm again.

Biking is also really another form of freedom. I can go almost anywhere I want
within reason and just be able to leave without telling anyone where I�m going and just
ride wherever my heart pleases. I can ride to friend�s houses jumps anywhere I want
and I don�t have to ask anyone for a ride (for once in my life)

Its a firmative, biking is a drug.... i am going through withdraw now and it sucks. its always there to vent and solve problems and now the damn winter/snow is screwing it up and i am having a VERY stressful month and theres nothing there to vent with. theres writing but that doesnt get the same effect.   In writing theres no frustration that believe it or not actually helps, there no pain, theres "the pain" but no physical pain, which helps believe it or not.

the pain knocks you back down and kinda just lets your emotions come out.   theres no ..... good feeling wehn you finish a page like there is when you pull a new trick... theres nothing..... to much stress plus no biking makes me very depressed and i just feel like im locked in a cage and everyones pokeing me with a stick. Projects, speeches, finals, bands, music... to much shist goin on at once and i have way way to much stress.

Music and incence usually works when i cant bike but even that isnt cutting it.   i find myself listening to tons of music even as i write this im listening and usually it mellos me out and kinda makes me feel good , but its not doin jack crap and i feel like shit.   god i need biking, not just for fun but for my health..lol   i need it for my emotional being, pleese let me bike.....